faith, hope & Love

faith, hope & Love

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


Magnificent Groto!!!

His wonderful plan for me really awesome!!! I can tell it thru my experience during the 3 days and 2 night rekoleksi at Sook!! Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! I mean the journey with my church team members to share our experience in serving daddy God’s people. Really had a great time with church members and all the leaders there, the trip also best best and best!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity." Jeremiah 29:11-14

How actually I was called for this rekoleksi??? The story was started when my deary friend, Azie called me and asked whether I wanna go to rekoleksi or not. I was so excited!! I told her that I want to join, without doubt I said YES with a big grin on my face! I am so excited when talk about Praise & Worship God and I’ll say YES for whateva I think that is related to God! Praise the Lord! Then, she continued asking me when I’ll finish my final exam and I lied to her at first by saying a few days late than the real one. She told me that 26-28 Nov will be the exact date. 0hh Emm Geee…. I wanna hang out with my friends dude! Next semester I won’t be around UMS! Internship!! Gosh!! I told her that I’ll give her answer before that Sunday midnight. I was in dilemma indeed!! What should I do?? “All I need is you daddy God, may the Holy Spirit guides me toward Your will Daddy God and I leave it unto your hands” I prayed.

That night I went Upper Room “sort of prayer meeting” at Sacred Heart every Sunday night and I asked Daddy God about should I go or not. He didn’t answer me; so I decided to follow my heart decision, the desire want to go there so so much!! However, if I go there, means I can’t go for Lifeline adoration night!! That wasn’t right!!! I want to go Lifeline!! Though, I know that His wonderful plan for me that moment was choosing Rekoleksi! Praise the Lord! It doesn’t matter which path you wanna choose as long as it is to worship God, I won’t mind. For God, everything is perfect! I’ll just follow this heart’s desire which is always guided by the spirit of God. =) I made my mind for Rekoleksi!! Yes! Yes! Yes! Without doubt, everything happened according to His will! Actually, the weeks before that, I felt kinda “undefined” and yeah, Rekoleksi, I was there already. W0w… Unexplainable!

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28

Trip went to Sook!! Okay, went to church then practice with team members. Guess what!! My role in the skit totally eeeerrrrrggghhhh… how to say! DISLIKE! DISLIKE! DISLIKE! I can say that I don’t want the role, though I chose to make them happy coz I think I should. What to do~ I’ll try my best! Wahahhaa… furthermore, the journey goin’ there quite okay! <Sing Devine Mercy> Wow.. I was so friendly! Just a couple hours then can make friends with everybody! Holy Spirit in me was encouraging me to do that! Amen! As soon we all reached there, my camera started its work. Groto!!! So adorable! Then, at 5pm, welcoming mass if im not mistaken, Bishop Cornelius Piong and fr. Ronni were there. Awesome dude!

Around 8pm, we all gathered in the church! I can’t believe that I was actually attended adoration there! Sook! Even though I’m not goin’ Lifeline adoration, but on that day itself there got adoration! How sweet! Daddy God! You are great! I love you! I felt so blessed! Amen! I was fully giving my heart to Him on that time for I know He has a wonderful plan for me. Thanks Daddy God!

“You show me the path of life. In your presence there is fullness of joy; in your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” Psalm 16:11

Mass at groto there

2nd day really was a great day! Mass at Groto!! Praise & Worship!! Wow!! As usual!! I felt so excited!! HI-5!! Group sharing was terribly awesome!! I was extremely happy to meet all of them although I am older than em’. Shared with each other all the sweet and sour of our life and our commitment as leaders, especially ECLIPSE part! God arrangement was so perfect! Indescribable! I can’t deny that. Silent moment, it was great! Perhaps… I went to the chapel, I fell asleep for few minutes I guess~ then, and I was late. Sorry for the irresponsible manner. I should be more alert. Pardon me.

They all awesome! great leaders! Lexan, didie, wawai n anas! ^_*

My group sharing no. 20!!!
Besides, I made many friends; I can’t believe that I was friendly. Don’t know whether they like to be my friend or not, who knows perhaps they felt that I was so annoying. Talk about annoying! I get annoyed with one of my team members! Dude! I’m gonna tell ya that I just felt unhappy with his attitude toward me, so uneasy! I am BAD I know that!!!! Please!!! I don’t like people “like” me first!!!!!!  “you” are so disgusting!!!!!! Please!!! Stop “humiliating” me in front of people. If I scream and said NO during that time then what will you feel then? But, I won’t do that coz we all are brother and sister in Christ. However, if you try to do it again, I’ll scream NNNOOOO!!! God, please pardon me. I am human being, tend to make mistake & sin, I know I know! Though I have the freedom to say “NO” right? Huh~ <long sighhhh…..> Help me! I am so helpless. I do really need help. Mr. S.A Tan!!! Shhoooo….

“The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet.” Romans 16:20

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