faith, hope & Love

faith, hope & Love

Monday, September 20, 2010

2 Tim0thy 1:7 For G0d did n0t give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of p0wer, of l0ve and of self-discipline.

The theme of Lifefire camp: 2 Tim0thy 1:7 For

G0d did n0t give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit 

of p0wer, of l0ve and of self-discipline.

Jesus, y0u are everything I need. Y0u have teach me a l0t dear daddy L0rd.

“d0 n0t be afraid for you’ll never be al0ne. I’ll walk with you my dear child” 

this was what I heard G0d had whispered to me during 1st or 2nd praise and worship. I wanna speak 0ut l0ud, h0wever I d0nt have the c0urage t0 d0 s0. Pity me~ I tell ya! During Praise and W0rship, I can see all 0f them are s0 exuberant t0 w0rship G0d. Praise the L0rd! yeay!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ kasih itu sabar ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ murah hati ♫ ♫ ♫ tak cemburu ♫ ♫ ♫ ... dudududu.. ♥

Mr derek!! thank u s0 much!

Then, Derek asked us, what d0 y0u want thru this camp?? I already kn0w what I want because the night bef0re I already d0 s0me reflecti0n of after what I have g0ne thru in this lyfe, I can feel that my faith is n0t str0ng en0ugh t0 bear any bad influence, desire and temptati0n 0f this life. I listed FAITH and L0VE as what I want in this camp.

W0w… I shared with Beatrine ab0ut what I’ve g0ne thru with this lyfe, full of challenge etc. meanwhile, I can feel that my faith is s0mewhere ar0und la, here and there, ups and d0wn~ I get exhausted~ 1st, I need t0 make sure I have FAITH. I really need the FAITH back! I mean FAITH IN G0D. Not only that! I wanna make it greater. Can rite daddy G0d. ^_~v Waa… s0 easy y0u asked G0d like that. 2nd, I need y0ur L0VE Daddy G0d, I kn0w y0ur l0ve never fails, I d0nt kn0w, s0meh0w I feel the emptiness in my heart, I miss my late grandma, bef0re this, I always call her when I get pr0blem and all stuff. When I g0 back h0me then I’ll visit her 0r she already at my h0me and I can sleep with her, pamper with her, talk with her, pray with her, etc “if I explain, till next week la u read this bl0g. But n0w? ahaha… yea, I admitted that I miss her l0ve and daddy G0d’s l0ve.

view fr0m my seat during quite time

Then, quiet time! I has made a right decisi0n t0 cho0se a nice sp0t t0 enj0y the view. Great la I tell y0u, the scenery is 0nly the backgr0und of everything, green and blue c0l0ur really make my heart peace when I started t0 pray. ^_~v 0ur G0d is really great, he has created the w0rld with all the fl0ra which make the scenery w0nderful. For his l0ve is really w0nderful. Every 0ne has ch0se the right place f0r themselves as well, I believe that. 0ne h0ur was spent t0 pray r0sary, while I pray, I can feel the wind bl0w, w0w... best! Sy0knya! I feel peace. Then, I attempted t0 remember, what else I wanna pray? Then, I pray t0 daddy G0d s0 that he’ll give me the faith that I am l0oking for. All I can say was, I felt his appearance in that m0ment, as if he was embracing me and telling me

“there is always a H0PE for y0u”

I was s0 aghast!!!! H0PE?? He gives me H0PE f0r everything. Huh????? I can’t get it! What he wanna tell me? I can h0pe t0 get my FAITH isn’t it? And he gives me the H0PE f0r me t0 achieve the Faith that I wanted s0 much?? I h0pe yes is G0d’s answer.

0ut of sudden, I can feel the c0ld wind blew, dunn0 fr0m where was it, I did give space f0r 0ne pe0ple 0n that chair t0o. Dunn0 why. After that, I feel s0me0ne sat next t0 me as I cl0sed my eyes and recited my r0sary. As I remembered, during that time, I was praying for my late grandma’s s0ul and all s0uls in purgatory. D0nt kn0w whether that was her or the h0ly spirit came t0 acc0mpany me t0 calm me d0wn, c0z that time my tears cant st0p fl0wing t0 my cheeks, crying like a crazy girl that, I was actually try t0 let my sadness and everything 0ut “pe0ple said: tears can make y0u relieve”. I do believe that, every time I g0t hassle then I’ll just pray and cry la~ T_T feel free la, n0t burden amat2 d0ng~ My instinct was tellin’ me that was her la, that c0ld wind embraced me, c0mf0rted me and as if it c0ns0led me fr0m crying~ I feel s0 kena sayang dis, I miss that m0ment. Waa… I miss I miss I miss… “this is the imp0rtance of bl0gging- if n0t, I f0rg0t later” I tend t0 f0rget everything 0wh… I really d0nt want t0 f0rget this m0ment – my mem0ry dis… T_T 

Bee’s sessi0n – map of life “practical reflecti0n of my life”

bee ^_~ we l0ve u.

stuff we used f0r 0ur map of life

Huh??? -_-lll happy and sad m0ment map!! This is what I dislike. -_-lll. My life~ hmm… ok2 la. Sweet time 0f c0z with my grandparents, living with grandparents!! Yeay!!! Happy m0ment!! L0ve l0ve l0ve them, best results, meet G0d, then BAPTIZED!!!!! H0rraaayyyy!!!!!!!! of c0z lah happy m0ments! Then, sad m0ment c0me when b0th my grandmas’ were called by Daddy G0d. (T_T)  (T_T). I started t0 inquiry G0d, where is He and what actually he wanted fr0m me. Started far fr0m Him d, even went church als0 because of the ten c0mmandments. Huhuhu.. stupid 0wh that time. I hide my sadness with a smile “n0t hyp0crite” because I dislike t0 get attenti0n and sympathy of 0thers, I preferred t0 keep it myself. Then, I meet LIFE FIRE!!! They all really my family!!!! L0ve ‘em all!! Praise the L0rd!! ^_~v
master of the game with the pr0fesi0nal mafia 
mafia gang this~ ald0 and alister

mafia gang~ Alister n nick, eldrige, s0rry ur pic x have la~

paling kasihan this villager!!! died 4 d 1st 3 games! ahahha... 0KYK

debbie the dr and mafia "eat d snake"

me d p0or villager "h0ld maureen's DSLR pun like villager yg sakai" lols~ 

All I can tell was really fun, 0n Saturday nite “after surrendering all – laughing2 plak!!” till Sunday m0rning at 2.30am we all hang 0utside under the p0rch there “veranda or p0rch? Dunn0 la”, guessing games and played mafia!! Extremely fun!!! Hahaha… I felt s0 dumb this when I was the 2nd last can guess the 0ne tw0 three … ten. Then, the last 0ne kn0w 0pen cl0se 0pen cl0se 0pen cl0se!!!! I bec0me crazy 0wh!!! Haizz geram!!! Pe0ple yang stay awake during that time << Yv0nne, Brenda, Ald0, Emman, Eldrige, Nick, Alister, Me, Debbie and Ambr0se “f0r a while 0nly” >> s0 much fun 0wh we all. Spent time with gh0st Bundu Tuhan there, c0z g0t d0gs barking~ scary~~ Mafia super duper best!!! H0wever, 4 times playing that, 4 times als0 I bec0me the villager, same as emman “but he died the 1st three games!! Ahahahahhaa… pity 0wh him!!” the 1st game, emman died “see je la we all play” then nick c0z his expressi0n kan s0 suspici0us! With his hands gesture and many m0re la. S0 funny~ hahaha… wr0ng pick pe0ple als0 me. I think 2 times I made him as a sacrifies, wakakaka… s0rry dude! Eldrige s0 n0t 0bvi0us that wasn’t him this, terer 0wh he p0inted 0thers!
Ahahaha… then 2nd n 3rd, Brenda became the mafia, emman kan terer s0 bye bye~ hahaha… alister!!! He was s0 terer la by using the w0rd “USELESS and IMP0RTANT” s0 funny 0wh him!! Hahaha… his expressi0n s0me m0re. s0 straight! Hahaha… Ald0 lagi!! S0 n0isy and the w0rds he used really funny la DUDE!! Ahahahha… sh0wing h0w man he was. Manliness he said 0_olll funny la u dude! Kakakaka… last games~ Debbie was the mafia and Brenda was the spy, Brenda guess c0rrectly and mafia was killed! Hahaha… the end. Eee… best 0wh that game, wish that can play again with they all, 4 times 0nly n0t that fun beh~ thanks u all. Yv0nne as the master of the game pun perhaps get b0red d. hahaha… 

~surrender everything to Daddy G0d~

0ur c0llage~ Daddy G0d we surrender everything t0 u.

I will walk by faith even when I cannot see. Because this broken road may Daddy God prepares His will for me. I will surrender everything in His hand, without his help, I am weak. He is my healer~ YOU ARE WORTHY Jesus For You are My EVERYTHING. I can feel h0w W0NDERFUL is y0ur l0ve. Y0u t0uched every single heart during we surrender everything f0r y0u daddy L0rd G0d. I can feel that y0u always be there f0r us, I’ll open my heart f0r y0u Daddy L0rd G0d.

All I can tell that night was a really w0nderful, beautiful, awes0me, great, superb, exhilarated nite because Daddy G0d was there with all of us. He was there with everyone of us, every single heart there. It such a w0nderful “SURRENDER EVERYTHING T0 DADDY G0D”. Supergreat! I t0ught during praise and w0rship that I kept 0n crying, all the hassles have g0ne, h0wever there are many things that I haven’t let g0. They pray 0ver me and G0d tells them that He wants me t0 keep my FAITH in Him. H0w d0 he kn0w that!! He is great! Praise His name f0r he is great! Alleluia… after that, I just let everything g0. After that, I saw a girl that really needs s0meb0dy because she was sitting al0ne and crying during that time. I felt sad f0r help, I can feel her pain by lo0king at her face. I walked t0ward her, all I can d0 was embraced her then h0ld her hand while pray f0r her till the end. F0r G0d has utilised me as His to0l t0 tell the girl that G0d l0ves her. I h0ld her hand and pray that she will never be al0ne, G0d always be there f0r her and I als0 be there f0r her. G0d’s l0ve extremely huge, infinity~ w0w… praise his name!

Finally!!! What I wanna say was: that night was the night that I am waiting for l0ng l0ng l0ng time! I have the courage t0 speak 0ut l0ud and pr0claim that Jesus is 0ur G0d. He is 0ur savi0ur, redeemer, You are my purpose of life. I believe in y0u Daddy G0d.

L0rd jesus, y0ur are the reas0n I live. Y0u are the REAS0N I live.

the light was actually the blessing fr0m Daddy G0d yeay!!!!

children 0f G0d~ s0 happy 0wh them ^_~

children 0f G0d~ extremely happy they ol dis ^_~

REVELATI0N!!! It really struck my heart!! I can feel the tangible 0f G0d’s l0ve, he h0ld my hands, b0th hands as I asked him the day bef0re I went this camp t0 h0ld me. And he did, he kissed my head as well, He is s0 real!!

He is my healer, He is my sweetheart and He is my EVERYTHING. He t0ld me t0 L0VE his nati0n, share the pain with them as well. As I can remembered, he whispered t0 me “I L0VE y0u my dear child. Have y0ur FAITH in me, y0u’ll never be al0ne because I’ll always h0ld y0u n0 matter what happen. FAITH, H0PE and L0VE.”
welc0me FAITH, H0PE and L0VE
Faith is the basic orientation and commitment of our whole being, it is a matter of heart and soul. Christian faith is grounding our lives in the living God as revealed especially in Jesus Christ. It’s both a gift we receive within the Christian community and a choice we make. It’s trusting in God and relying on God as the source and destiny of our lives. Faith is believing in God, giving God our devoted loyalty and allegiance. Faith is following Jesus, answering the call to be his disciples in the world. Faith is hoping for God’s future, leaning into the coming kingdom that God has promised. Faith-as-belief is active; it involves trusting, believing, following, hoping. 

Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life, where unto thou art also called, and hast professed a good profession before many witnesses. -- Timothy 6:12

Faith is to believe what you do not yet see; the reward for this faith is to see what you believe. -- Saint Augustine

For we walk by faith, not by sight. -- Corinthians 5:7

Hope is a wonderful gift. 

“There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off.” Proverbs 23:18

The source of hope is in God, a God who simply loves us and can do nothing else, a God who never stops seeking us. If God is good and never changes his attitude nor forsakes us, then whatever difficulties may arise, if the world we see is far from justice, peace, solidarity and compassion. For believers this is not the definitive situation. From their faith in God, believers draw the expectation of a world according to God’s will or, to put it another way, according to God’s love.  So, there is always hope.

Love: L0VE never fails. 

Jesus embodied the love of God to the world and modelled how we are to act with love and compassion. In fact, Jesus' most pointed description of how human beings should behave once they are aware of God's love is in the story of the Good Samaritan, in which the love of God is expressed through the compassion of a stranger:

"But a certain Samaritan, as he journeyed, came where he was: and when he saw him, he had compassion on him, and went to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring in oil and wine, and set him on his own beast, and brought him to an inn, and took care of him" Luke 10:33-34.

This is the radical love of God as expressed by Jesus Christ. It transcends race, nationality, and religion and is a love that cries for justice and peace; it is a love that is sorely needed today.

Dear Jesus, y0ur are

My Life and my Love
The name above all names
The Good Shepherd
My Strength
The Way for my life
You are my Redeemer
My Hiding Place
0ur Saviour
My Salvation
My Healing
The Everlasting One
You are The Most High God!
My Patience
My Provider
The Resurrection and The Life
You are Worthy of all praise!
Thank y0u daddy G0d f0r everything that y0u have d0ne f0r us. Give thanks, thank y0u daddy G0d.

Really thank y0u Daddy G0d f0r the w0nderful and awes0me camp!!! 

represented lifeteen- De0n n lifeline- Daniels0n ^_^ best picture this!


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