Pray

“Be joyful always, pray all times, be thankful in all circumstances. This is what God wants from you in your life in union with Christ Jesus” -1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

L0ve this song dude!

Huh*sigh*... i've been thinking lately, what is my new resolution for this year... "is" or "are"...

Surrender everything to Him is the 1st one... then, bla bla bla.... dot dot dot.... hehe... 

i pray that may God's grace be with all His nation =)

I’M SO IN LOVE

Dear cake,

I’m so in love with you!! Cake I love you so much! Sincerely from mE. ;p

I love cakes! Tiramisu, Cheese, Choc and all SR cakes.. So yummy!!

I love the most of coz Tiramisu and Cheese cake!! So yum yum yum….

Back at home, so hardly to go KK “SR” during advent due to my Caroling. My commitment as a caroller is very importante than 0thers… =)

Luckily, I still got time at morning and I managed to bake few type of cakes, it’s been a year since the last cake I made which was so “UPSETING” me. Hahaha…

Funny things happened! My first cake was over baked ;p… 0oohh Eeemmm Geee, sort of chocolate cake plus oreo “weird yea” LOL, my choc chips also burnt I guess ;p

Over baked for 45min and result "above"~

Burnt cake~ luckily the taste quite ok. Sensory taste? FAILED DUDE.. LOL

Secondly, my mixer broken! I was so desperately wanna bake cake during that time. You might dunno how I felt. HHHuuuhhhhh…

Then, I baked "dunno name" cake, blab la bla.. After that, during “Christmas”! I baked Apple cake with my aunt's guidance and baked sponge cake by my own. It was a great success for sponge cake! Awes0me dude ;) Furthermore, I made my own fresh cream! So delicious!!! I MADE IT!! I Mean Fresh cream!!! It’s so yummy!

in the oven "sponge cake"

Apple cake with fresh cream "Christmas cake"

Serving ma cuzie "Chocho"

Last week I baked cheese cake!!! Fully cheese, cheezzzyyy… I used tatura cream cheese, condense milk, lemon juice and eggs. I added a pack of oreo in that cheese cake, not for the crust. ;p s0 yummy !! H0wever it stick in the pan. I should use the 2 separated pan, am gonna buy that later.

Cheese cake in the oven 148C for 58min

Looked so scary is it ;p

Since this is my first sort of oreo cheese cake, I made it. It tasted so creamy and delicious after leave it in fridge for many hours. 

BAKING IS FUN  

I can tell that it is fun!!! Really enjoy it. 0wh crap! I’m craving for cake n0w, waiter! Gimme tiramisu please.. ;p “gonna sleep in few minutes! Cant wait to dream about it la”

Christmas shopping & celebration

It was fun! with siblings!! van, faye n y0y0..

me, vann, faye n y0y0

Valerie in wonderland =p wuueekkk..

faye & van

Yoyo sang "l0ve ur earing br0"

later gonna upload some more =p

Incidents happened this year Caroling

The caroling for this year can be described as “challenging and adventurous”. It was so extravagant! Heavy rain, floods, leech, mud and car tyre stuck in the drain “st.patrick bus stop there”.

flood

Challenging yea? One thing for sure that always following us was the evil spirit. The evil spirit was laughing when he saw us not liking each others; he tried to mess up all our plans.

I could tell ya how evil he was! Yet, all of us still sane, i guess. No word can describe God’s power during that time. Besides, i gotta tell ya that i can sense the hatred between some of them, well done evil spirit!!! Bravo!! You got ‘em!! Satisfied now? I don’t think so. No no no...

 Anyway, God’s power is overwhelming in our heart during that moment, everything was in control.

The message that we wanna deliver to all families was eighty percent delivered perhaps, because this year is the great carolling eva!! Can you imagine 2 weeks singing, started on 7^th till 20^th Dec. None stop, only 15^th rest for a day. Even Sunday morning I didn’t realize. Aggravated.

Did i feel not satisfied during these days?

Perhaps~

That night was so terrified, shivering perhaps. Hahahaha... s0me photo here...

Ma dad's car drove by ma mum =p

thank to all the guys esp Aidy

Praise the Lord! "for the sake of goin home" =)

guess who - yip, dodoi, brian, aaron, tompok, kevin & aidy

“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand” Isaiah 41:10

“God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble” Psalm 46:1 

Carols by candlelight!

I was so exhilarated; my mum came along to watch the competition. Super great I gotta tell ya. I meet you do not know who and my old buddies. Long chat and I felt so happy to meet her again here, there I mean in my church.

My church choir performance was so fantastic, I love the power of their voices. Great dude! I managed to record their performance, later gonna upload it in my new facebook <got people heck the old 1>

result! they won. Praise the Lord! =)

St.Patrick Membakut church

Carolling!!!

Awesome! This year carolling is the best? Perhaps? And hopefully!!… hehe… as a caroller, I am SUPPER GAY!!! Coz I sing for Jesus, to tell people Jesus’ birth!! He will come again for the second time! Let’s prepare ourself, confession is the priority. ;p

Luke1:26-38

Birth of Jesus Foretold

26 In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God to a city of Galilee named Nazareth, 27 to a virgin betrothed to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. And the virgin's name was Mary. 28 And he came to her and said, “Greetings, O favored one, the Lord is with you!” 29 But she was greatly troubled at the saying, and tried to discern what sort of greeting this might be. 30 And the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. 31 And behold, you will conceive in your womb and bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus. 32 He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. And the Lord God will give to him the throne of his father David, 33 and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end.”

34 And Mary said to the angel, “How will this be, since I am a virgin?”

35 And the angel answered her, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you; therefore the child to be born will be called holy—the Son of God. 36 And behold, your relative Elizabeth in her old age has also conceived a son, and this is the sixth month with her who was called barren. 37 For nothing will be impossible with God.” 38 And Mary said, “Behold, I am the servant of the Lord; let it be to me according to your word.” And the angel departed from her.

Alright! First day of carolling was great! 7^th Dec! Meredah lautan. Ahahaha.. flood! So challenging and scary! The water level was till my knee!! Unbelievable! Just imagine if there were many leeches!! Gosh!! Crazy!! Shhooo.. sshhhhoooo… luckily all of us saved from all the hungry leeches.

Have you eva meredah banjir? Yet, I think it was fun and great experience which I can tell ma future grandchildren! Wahahaha… I was so daring 0wh! Funny!! I can’t stand with ma 0wn screaming plus they all screams, the pitching almost wakes all the ghosts up.

2^nd day carolling was fun as well. I just love to sing although I don’t have a great voice, I just want to sing for Him, to glorify His name. Praise the Lord! 0 Holy Night, Joy To The World, Hark The Herald, Silent nite, Away in The Manger, etc. 5 rates *****

3^rd day, etc.. really fun! Really enjoyed it. Eat a lot, my face also round and oval“less” like cha siew pao d. Went to Fr. House!! Nice crib man! Too many pictures that I’ve to upload then, there are some here.  =)

0ur background! nice crib "from Rome"

Brr's house!

Last house

Borneo golf resort

Having fun like kids

annual act -l0mpat2 sy0k! to0 many pics la tapi..

hohohohh…. Blessed Christmas everybody! Love y’all!! 

Rekoleksi Caroling!!!

4^th Dec. The best part during advent. Carol by candlelight? I thought there gonna be carol by candlelight though it happened instead. I gain many knowledge, really a lot! All about carolling and carollers etc. thru sharing, I gain a lot as well and I manage to share as well. Weee….. <happy mode>

Warn up my voice, 1^st voice. For such a long time didn’t sing Christmas song! I was so excited dude! Cant wait for the real one. 

tanner & soprano

guitarist & base or whateva la

I gain a lot  this year Rekoleksi caroling. First and foremost, it was great being the messenger of Christ! 

Do you know about advent? The word Advent means "coming" or "arrival." The focus of the entire season is the celebration of the birth of Jesus the Christ.

I enjoyed myself to be a caroller, love it so much!! 

Furthermore, this year 3 of us join the carolling from the first days till the end, hundreds houses we have visited <me n ma 2 sweet sista, chop! My mom too! for 3 days only!> 

Prayer Meeting ~Karismatik~

It’s Wednesday!!! Oh yeah!!! Gotta tell ya that last Sunday, Ann told me that every Wednesday my church gonna held Prayer Meeting ‘Karismatik’. Here, in this moment, I wanna express my feeling that I was extremely gay. *GAY = HAPPY* I thought that I am not gonna be in P&W, in tune with God this advent. Though thru Ann who was sent by God to me, I’ll certainly go to P&W God no matter what will happen! Just tell me when you are goin’ to held P&W, surely I’ll come albeit hurricane or tornado attempts to combat me from goin’. Duh~ chill dude. Ahahaha… kidding!

But, as long this hearts’ desire to worship Him, nothing is impossible. Praise the Lord! Lord, You are my strength. Amen =) This heart is longing for You, to hear your voice, to be near with you, in tune with You, talk to You, surrender the weary to You, share everything with You and too much to say. Yet I know that if we seek for kingdom of God first, He’ll do the rest for us, our prayer will be fulfilled as long as it is according to God’s will.

Back on the track…

As I told ya, I’ll keep my word. This desire to worship God always keeps on burning, extraordinary feeling perhaps; unexplainable. After adoration, on Wednesday itself, as I always attend when I go back home, I feel so thrill; to sing for God. I've never felt delirium like before, perhaps there is something really alluring me. Hahaha… keen to know? I don’t think so. ~_^ I felt extremely happy after P&W, so full with His blessing as usual plus dot dot dot. ^_~ Thank you Daddy God. Your grace is ample for me.

FAITH, HOPE & LOVE

P/S: GAY=HAPPY. Please don’t misunderstand yea… due to few friends asked me about the meaning, so please be free to search it in Google if you doubt =)

LAST DAY REKOLEKSI!!!

3^rd day, last day! Okay day la. At first I was so super gay with all new friends took pictures! Satisfied with all cute pictures! Happy Advent everybody!!! God bless~

                                   

Really appreciate it!! They really are great leaders. Keep it up everybody! Let’s step up and reach out the youth in our diocese. Let's be a HUMBLE leaders!! =)  When the time of discussing about the Campus ministry agenda for next year, as the s/u of the BMK program which will be held at Membakut, truly speaking, I am not okay with that. Eee~ I have problem with someone!!!!! Pleeeaaasssseeee hhhhheeeeellllllllllpppppp…. Feel like I’m gonna be in HELL. I am crazy I know. How come he gao bai to me in front all people indirectly!!! Absurd!! Dislike okay! Enough Val! Next week go confession okay. I need to talk to someone now. I MEAN NOW. =’( feel like wanna kill myself. Everywhere I go surely will face this kind of problem.

“Your father knows what you need before you ask him. So do not worry, saying 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Today's trouble is enough for today.” Matthew 6:8, 31-34

After that, photo time! Everybody was so happy with that. Me too!! Too much sweet memories there, I’ve learnt a lot. I MEAN IT! Compared to the previous rekoleksi I joined of course. Last time, I was still so shy2 PIG – quite girl who still feel that she is timid, very very down to earth and know nothing, as I just wanna experience how Rekoleksi exactly was. I admitted that last time I felt it burdened me coz I don’t know how to socialize with people, juz stick with friends whom I knew. I used to be a very boring girl. Talk about smile! Hahahaha… hardly to see me smile! Kulukut smile mah… hahahaa…

For more photo, scroll down please =)~

Membakut team paling cute la... ahahaha.. ~_^

Me n Andy TERmenyampuk KP team

^_~

We love sunlight!!

Before goin back ~_^

REKOLEKSI TEAM KBK KEUSKUPAN KENINGAU

Magnificent Groto!!!

His wonderful plan for me really awesome!!! I can tell it thru my experience during the 3 days and 2 night rekoleksi at Sook!! Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! I mean the journey with my church team members to share our experience in serving daddy God’s people. Really had a great time with church members and all the leaders there, the trip also best best and best!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity." Jeremiah 29:11-14

How actually I was called for this rekoleksi??? The story was started when my deary friend, Azie called me and asked whether I wanna go to rekoleksi or not. I was so excited!! I told her that I want to join, without doubt I said YES with a big grin on my face! I am so excited when talk about Praise & Worship God and I’ll say YES for whateva I think that is related to God! Praise the Lord! Then, she continued asking me when I’ll finish my final exam and I lied to her at first by saying a few days late than the real one. She told me that 26-28 Nov will be the exact date. 0hh Emm Geee…. I wanna hang out with my friends dude! Next semester I won’t be around UMS! Internship!! Gosh!! I told her that I’ll give her answer before that Sunday midnight. I was in dilemma indeed!! What should I do?? “All I need is you daddy God, may the Holy Spirit guides me toward Your will Daddy God and I leave it unto your hands” I prayed.

That night I went Upper Room “sort of prayer meeting” at Sacred Heart every Sunday night and I asked Daddy God about should I go or not. He didn’t answer me; so I decided to follow my heart decision, the desire want to go there so so much!! However, if I go there, means I can’t go for Lifeline adoration night!! That wasn’t right!!! I want to go Lifeline!! Though, I know that His wonderful plan for me that moment was choosing Rekoleksi! Praise the Lord! It doesn’t matter which path you wanna choose as long as it is to worship God, I won’t mind. For God, everything is perfect! I’ll just follow this heart’s desire which is always guided by the spirit of God. =) I made my mind for Rekoleksi!! Yes! Yes! Yes! Without doubt, everything happened according to His will! Actually, the weeks before that, I felt kinda “undefined” and yeah, Rekoleksi, I was there already. W0w… Unexplainable!

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28

Trip went to Sook!! Okay, went to church then practice with team members. Guess what!! My role in the skit totally eeeerrrrrggghhhh… how to say! DISLIKE! DISLIKE! DISLIKE! I can say that I don’t want the role, though I chose to make them happy coz I think I should. What to do~ I’ll try my best! Wahahhaa… furthermore, the journey goin’ there quite okay! <Sing Devine Mercy> Wow.. I was so friendly! Just a couple hours then can make friends with everybody! Holy Spirit in me was encouraging me to do that! Amen! As soon we all reached there, my camera started its work. Groto!!! So adorable! Then, at 5pm, welcoming mass if im not mistaken, Bishop Cornelius Piong and fr. Ronni were there. Awesome dude!

Around 8pm, we all gathered in the church! I can’t believe that I was actually attended adoration there! Sook! Even though I’m not goin’ Lifeline adoration, but on that day itself there got adoration! How sweet! Daddy God! You are great! I love you! I felt so blessed! Amen! I was fully giving my heart to Him on that time for I know He has a wonderful plan for me. Thanks Daddy God!

“You show me the path of life. In your presence there is fullness of joy; in your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” Psalm 16:11

Mass at groto there

2^nd day really was a great day! Mass at Groto!! Praise & Worship!! Wow!! As usual!! I felt so excited!! HI-5!! Group sharing was terribly awesome!! I was extremely happy to meet all of them although I am older than em’. Shared with each other all the sweet and sour of our life and our commitment as leaders, especially “ECLIPSE” part! God arrangement was so perfect! Indescribable! I can’t deny that. Silent moment, it was great! Perhaps… I went to the chapel, I fell asleep for few minutes I guess~ then, and I was late. Sorry for the irresponsible manner. I should be more alert. Pardon me.

They all awesome! great leaders! Lexan, didie, wawai n anas! ^_*

My group sharing no. 20!!!

                                               

Besides, I made many friends; I can’t believe that I was friendly. Don’t know whether they like to be my friend or not, who knows perhaps they felt that I was so annoying. Talk about annoying! I get annoyed with one of my team members! Dude! I’m gonna tell ya that I just felt unhappy with his attitude toward me, so uneasy! I am BAD I know that!!!! Please!!! I don’t like people “like” me first!!!!!!  “you” are so disgusting!!!!!! Please!!! Stop “humiliating” me in front of people. If I scream and said NO during that time then what will you feel then? But, I won’t do that coz we all are brother and sister in Christ. However, if you try to do it again, I’ll scream NNNOOOO!!! God, please pardon me. I am human being, tend to make mistake & sin, I know I know! Though I have the freedom to say “NO” right? Huh~ <long sighhhh…..> Help me! I am so helpless. I do really need help. Mr. S.A Tan!!! Shhoooo….

“The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet.” Romans 16:20

last Lifefire Gathering

Taboo time!!!!

Gonna miss Lifefire Gathering & y'all bro n sis in Christ!!! Love y'all ^_~

God bless~