Pain?

I realized what pain feels like. Do you? 

I don't even want the desire to be content.

I can only hope for silence.

Everyone needs a reason to stay alive — someone who justifies your existence "God"

I don't even know how to explain how much pain it will cause la....

It just really HURT when nobody cares~

Yet, i know that God will never leave me, He'll never ever abandon me. Never. 
He hears my prayers. Always.
Let My life be according to His will. Amen.