I Love You Jesus

I trust in You! Always! I’ll keep on believing You.

‎"We can make our plans, but the Lord determines our steps." -Proverbs 16:9

i love this verse so much =) *A reminder for me -wink wink-

Psalm 95

¹ Come, let us sing for joy to the LORD;

let us shout aloud to the Rock of our salvation.

² Let us come before him with thanksgiving

and extol him with music and song.

³ For the LORD is the great God,

the great King above all gods.

⁴ In his hand are the depths of the earth,

and the mountain peaks belong to him.

⁵ The sea is his, for he made it,

and his hands formed the dry land.

⁶ Come, let us bow down in worship,

let us kneel before the LORD our Maker;

⁷ for he is our God

and we are the people of his pasture,

the flock under his care.

Today, if only you would hear his voice,

⁸ “Do not harden your hearts as you did at Meribah,^[a]

as you did that day at Massah^[b] in the wilderness,

⁹ where your ancestors tested me;

they tried me, though they had seen what I did.

¹⁰ For forty years I was angry with that generation;

I said, ‘They are a people whose hearts go astray,

and they have not known my ways.’

¹¹ So I declared on oath in my anger,

‘They shall never enter my rest.’”

Amen

You know my Heart's desire Lord. =) Thank You Jesus! Love You!!

DiscourageSSSS

-side feeling-

Have you ever felt that people just using you, feel something is not right, hhaahaha… this is not the point la.

with blur face in the middle of nowhere

You know, it is very hURT when people show you their AngRy face”dislike face”, or bLaming you because they want you to be there as soon as possible to give back their room key, sort of thing like that, then, blaming you for being late to be there “showing hatred face”, teasing you till you feel isolated, blaming you for menyamaking their place, disrespecting you when they talk,  not appreciating you to be there, saying that you are so not into this ‘group/ same head’,  suddenly saying something rude like to shoo you out from the place, then, not bringing you to their gossiping topic because you aren’t in the same boat.

Yea… maybe i’m different, but it doesnt mean i’m feelingless =’(

How i WISH that i can run away from this life!! I juz wanna be like in Korean drama, where one day i found my enjoyable life with an understanding Boyfriend or Husband. Live happily ever after without any hassle anymore. Yes!!
O God, Please listen to my stupid cry out “huh?” Val, enough dreaming.

"ma future house- in my dream i mean"

I dont wanna be isolated by people who live around me “sometimes only la”, whom i call my biological family”

i am sick and tired with all this feeling, need to deal with!!! with all things have happened!!
Sometimes,
 i Thank God for giving me this Full Bar OF Patient In ma HearT!
 Praise You LorD Jesus Christ
HowEVER!!!!

i need these now please!

and then this

aGaiN !! 

& for desert

and 

Pain?

I realized what pain feels like. Do you? 

I don't even want the desire to be content.

I can only hope for silence.

Everyone needs a reason to stay alive — someone who justifies your existence "God"

I don't even know how to explain how much pain it will cause la....

It just really HURT when nobody cares~

Yet, i know that God will never leave me, He'll never ever abandon me. Never. 
He hears my prayers. Always.
Let My life be according to His will. Amen.

ER CHOSEN 2011

SPIRITUAL ATTACK + SPIRITUAL WAR FARE = SPIRITUAL EXHAUSTED = SPIRITUALLY WEAK

Have u? if yes, HOW DOES IT FEELS LIKE? “I FEEL GOOD~” ??? Hahahhaha….

To be honest, it was really hard for me to get rid of these attack and war fare thingy. I am 100 percently SPIRITUALLY TIRED, damn tired.

“Thru You I can do anything, I can do all things~ lalalla….” It was really tough for mmmmeeee eeveeennn to sing this song. Huhhhh… *long sigh*

Can you imagine that suddenly u fall into a very deep dark hole. Shiver-shiver~ You keep on scream and scream and scream, but no audible sound coz u haven’t taken you lunch yet during that moment. 

Meanwhile, you feel tired and hungry which equal to no energy. 

Kao Meng ah!!! Appa Amma, ngo hai li tou ah!!!

You feel unsecured and scared to death “maybe yes or maybe you’ll juz act cool even though you are not, LOL”

Gosh!!! Can u imagine that you are alone there, in the dark hole.

Anything can happen, I mean, snakes~ worms~ scorpions~ and many scariest insects there.

STOP Thinking ABOUT That anymore~ EEeerrrrr~


Lighttt!!!! What?? no light!!??

What can you do if you face this situation?? If you ask me then I’ll say that I'm hopelessly praying for the light "only"


BECAUSE 

With the light, I can see ALL THINGS. Hahhaha.. but I prefer if 

“Prince Charming” come and save me. ~SWEET~ 

Shoo shooo~ im not daydreaming but OVER dreaming…

WAIITTT!!!, my story haven’t ended yet.

Hahahaha.. this was happening to me before I go ER 2011 CHOSEN. I called it <TOUGH JOURNEY>


ER 2011 CHOSEN
"But you are chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God's special possession, that you may declare the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light" 1 Peter 2:9

-Empowering Leadership=Humility
-Worship Leading &Vocal Workshop!!!! Superbest!
i've juz love it *so much


Andre Ong =) Wow =) You are the best =) I like your talk =) Your jokes =) smiles =)

The spirits leads you! Amen! P&W!!! I feel so ALIVE! AWAKEN! 

EMPPOWERED!!! Well done! Keep it up =)

Hospitality Ministry!! 
You all the best!!!!

Wow!!! Make friends with a New bunch of Meow2 youths!

                                     vicky!!!! miss u so much!!!! =))