SPECIAL KIDS?

There is only 1 word can describe about KIDS; adorable! Children are the gift from God. Can you imagine their are so cutie pies plus the cheeky smile? Besides, their cheek is soft, fluffy, smooth like satin, and elastic like gummy bear. Cute, adorable, comel, cumil, loveable. I love kids very much especially toddler. You might be blur now; what on earth this girl is talking about? Am I going to have baby soon? Haha. It might sound ridiculous for me to tell you that.... I am actually "dealing" with kids; to be exact:therapy and teaching for special needs kids.

First of all, I want to thank God for this golden opportunity that He has given me, He knows that I love kids so very and many much! Only He knows. Lol. It was by God's grace I feel blessed, which to teach special needs has never crossed my mind, but teaching as in become a teacher was one of my greatest desire ;). To be honest, I am doubting His plan for me. Is it really what He has ready for me? Well, now I wanna say that, yea! It is. Affirmation by affirmation I get from Him, He affirms me through bible verse and friends. Honestly, working with a good, generous, kind and loving bosses really make me feel blessed, cared and loved! I am beyond happy: overwhelming. I love my working environment too plus good colleagues ever xD Fun, young, hilarious, one of a kind, patient, encouraging and vibrant.

My kids aka my anakz, known as disability kids as well; they are special, very special in their own way. They have autism, microcephaly, echolaly, down sydrom, hyperactive sydrom, speech delay etc, these all are just special name. They are adorable you know. I love all the kids, especially my anakz. Many sweet and sour moments between all of us. Yea, they might not verbal, only vocalising, behavioural problems, slow in doing things, cant walk properly, too hyper, cant control their reflex, slow talk, poor memory, features imperfect, love stimming; as in their own world, love sensory thing, lack of awareness,  can talk about dinosaur all day long, repeated what you say, running without direction and many more. But they are good kids, when you show your love, prayer and care to them. I know how it feel because I manage to feel their sweet little love. It is beyond amazing, the fruit of my little love for them because they are special in my eyes. I cry knowing that I am going to leave them. I miss them so much. Yea, they all are just so cute! Hugs and kisses from mama to all my dearies ;)

Well, when it happened, it is just happened. Accept it, every thing happened for a reason. Put our trust in the Lord. He'll reveal it, the plan He has for you and me, BELIEVE. Here I share my everyday prayer toward my special kids goes like this "Let my touch today become spiritual touch in their personal growth with God and continue be the blessing as an instrument of God with their own special way. May they feel the same peace that God has given me Amen."

One good question from my sweet friend: Have you ever thought before why they are created? Why only me experience it? "We might say that". Well, I believe that God wants to tell us that not everyone has a perfect features, image and high intelligence like normal human being. We are called to be grateful with what we have. We have a perfect image and intelligence that can be use to help God to evangelist His love story and His greatness through our tangible experience. However, those kids are way too different from us. They are created for a purpose, to bring everyone closer to God, give thanks with the perfect features and intelligence. To plant perseverance and patient in everyone's they meet. They are pure as a the holy water.

Let me share my simple prayer for special kids out there:

I pray that all the disabilities kids out there will be protected by You God, dont let them suffer from the mental or physical abuse. Please save them from all that things that worried me the most. Some parents or person might thought these kids are useless or troublesome for them. Please please please, they are innocent, they have never wanted to be born in that disabilities. Dear Abba, You know what is the best for them. With humble heart, hear this sinner's prayer.

P/s: I do really hope my biggest prayer to open a charity special needs kids' theraphy for the NEEDY. I believe that some poor or needy parents might be thinking "why am I always the unlucky one" but some might be thinking "thank you for the blessing You have given us, our kid has brought us near to You". I pray that the Rich and poor will have the opportunity to learn, which bring to equality. Everyone deserves the best as long as God's people generosity flow endlessly. X') Let's pray together for them. Hugs them tightly.

"It is not how much we do, but how much love we put in the doing. It is not how much we give, but how much love we put in the giving." - Mother Teresa.

Should I Give up?

Dear God,

I am a great sinner, I try very hard not to sin but this world has dragged me too far from You. I am belong to worldly world and not You any more. Why does it happened to me? Is it only me? Your chosen one? Every time I pray,  I dont feel You. As if there is a wall between us, blocking me from reaching you. What are those thing you wanna tell me, You seems too far to be heard, the noises came from the vehicles drawn Your voice. I know there are many U-turns in front but... is it too late for me to turn? I've been wasting my time to reach the world and now I need to make U-turn to bring You along with me? I am doubting, can I reach there on time? I mean to the worldly world. It sounds like the worldly world is fun and it can't wait me right? Yea, it is fun! Or am I the one who can't wait for the world? I am confuse with myself, where am I now Lord?

-Unknown

Question to ponder upon tonite.

Why are we so eager to chase the worldly thing and neglected God behind of us? Leaving Him without saying goodbye or sms goodbye for the sake of worldly world? Why can't we bring along God to our so called worldly world? Why God can't join us there? Why must we go there without Him? There are many WHY. It really frustrating to hear all the why. Will God feel sad for the rejection that we shot? I invite all of us to ponder this matter before sleep.

It is normal to fall into temptation and make mistakes, we all did, none of us is perfect and will escape from it, we learnt from mistakes which make we realize how imperfect we are. It also teach us how to stand still till the very end. One thing we need to remember, God who always just right next to us, if we decide to leave Him, He wont do the same thing because He is the faithful God. Only Him can make you glad, joy, peace, loved, blessed and many more. Don't we wanna taste the greatness of God like before? Lets take courage in everything we do for the Lord! Be a man or woman of God, bring Him everywhere we go, walk with Him daily! He will lead our path to the right one, and we will find PEACE that the world can't give. We ever exprienced it before! How could your dont remember all the sweet moment! Try to recall the feeling before. Awesome isn't it? However, the big matter now, Do we BELIEVE in Him? Ask ourself about it, be honest to ourself. God is always waiting for our answer, everyday and every second. If our answer is YES. Let everyday and every second be a YES to the Lord. Take courage, open our heart to Him, surrender all the obstacles and burden to Him. Receive the anointing of Holy Spirit. Let His touch become the wake up call and healing of our life.

I leave you with the "chasing pavement by Adele", 1 lyric which really good.

'Should I give up or should I keep on chasing pavement even if it leads nowhere'

Let me share my prayer.

Dear God, hear my simple prayer, from the deepest of Your humble servant's heart, I pray that You will never give up on us even we have neglected You in the 1st place. You know our hearts' desire, we want you to be with You and we want the best for our life but we forgot to put You 1st in our life. I bet that is our biggest mistake Lord. Please forgive us, grant us Your mercy. Right this moment God, I pray that all the youth in this world will put You 1st in their life, let You be the centre of our life. Give us 2nd chance Lord to run toward You, Your kingdom, will You give us 2nd chance Lord? I believe You will because You are forgiving Abba. You'll never let us drawn in the Bermuda Triangle mud. Thank you Lord for hearing my prayer. I seal my prayer with the precious blood of Jesus Christ. In Jesus most precious and mighty name. Amen.

Have a blessed day ahead prince and princess of God. #winks

Date or Death?

Have you ever think of your own death? How its gonna be? Are you ready for your own death? Do you scared of dying? Honestly, Cory monteith's death was a wake up call for me. It make me do a lot of reflections unconsciously. Life is so short, spend it wisely especially with the one that you love. For me, my family ;)

Photo credit to Natasha Ch Photographer

Frankly, I am scared of death. Sometimes, I don't. Correction: many times, I don't. Lol! Yea. I am laughing.  I am willingly give my life for you. Correction: you, my beloved family members. I cant take the pain again to lost any of you, let me sacrifice myself in your place. Lord, hear my prayer. Your life is more valuable than me, your future. I love myself, but I love you all more than myself. I will not let my greed conquer me, if you need any organ in me, just take half of it with my free will, if I am still alive. Promise ;) If I go before y'all, please "donate" all the functional organs to the needy, I am okay to be buried in lacking rather than see the needy in suffering. This is my only last will. Lord, hear me. Dear my beloved family members, wo ai ni men 사랑해 pyaar heh, aishiteru, rak rak mak mak.

Dear late grandma, my mamatua, I miss you so much! So damn hurt much. It has been 4 years 3 months and 24 days. I cant forget that moment, I still cant believe it! It's like yesterday you were still right beside me, sleeping, hug me and staring at me without my knowledge. It was so clear. You leave me without telling me, I was in church that day you were gone. I was holding an olive oil for you as you ever complained about your numb and pain leg. Mom sms me saying that you fainted while I was in mass. I offered my prayer by begging God to take my life instead of yours or else take half of my life for you, till I meet you, pleaaassseee. I cant live without you, no! I cant! God, I am not greed but she is the one who loves me very much and sincere deep love me. She was the one whom I always called crying on phone during my matrix day, homesick. Dont. Please. I was "still" alone in church that time, 1st year. After many years, I accepted the fact that God loves you more than I do. Such a relieved. The least i can do for you mamatua, memories we created together were recited rosary with my reluctant faces and talk about God. Mamatua, now I know why you always pray for yourself especially your health. God, forgive me for judging my grandma's prayer, I wonder why she didnt pray for others? Coz she was not called to pray for others. Now I understood everyone has different calling, forgive me Lord. Lord, have mercy.

As a human being, we make mistakes all over again. Have we ever think to correct all the mistakes we have done? Have we ever thought about it? REPENT is the word. Haha..

I might not yet ready for my death, but my last will gonna be :

1. "Donating" all my useful organs for the needy, family, y'all need to make sure for needy.

2. My funeral mass' flower: red roses. I'll prepare money to buy all that, no worries.

3. My funeral mass songs: how great is our God-hillsong "favourite song", all for love-hillsong, "helene by MCR" however this one I dont think will be approved by church! Heheh... I have no idea of funeral songs. My late grandma's one all in kadazan. 

4. Family members, must smile when you wanna make last speech in front of my death face, with tears okay, must smile k ;) wink if you can. Mum, dad, ling, gung, yo n yi, I love you all sincerely and deeply. Muaxxx! Hehhe.. please dont cry. XD Jesus loves y'all. I pray in Jesus Christ' precious blood to seal and cover y'all from any harm. Amen. 

5. Burry me with my yellow Good news bible! My first and only english bible. Memories of my faith.

6. Some friends indeed must come with their flower or else postage the flower yea. Do tell my 2 special friends about it k, y'all know that, their photo in my previous2 blogs. Hahah...

I am pretty much have some idea for my funeral. I might be added some new ideas anytime. Do update yea. Hahaha... xp

Dear God, I pray for all souls in purgatory and anywhere around this world, may your holy touch bring them together with you in heaven. I pray especially for my grandma's soul, Laura Liew ah moi, liaw mui jin and wong ho siew. Please save their souls, bring all souls to heaven. Amen.

Hear me oh Lord from the deepest hope of your humble sinner's heart. Amen. Only You can understand my prayer Lord. Thank you Lord.

"Jesus said to them, “When you pray, say this, ‘Father:

May your holy name be honored; may your Kingdom come. Give us day by day the food we need. Forgive us our sins, for we forgive everyone who does us wrong. And do not bring us to hard testing.’"~Luke 11: 2-4

Sweet Love of God

Dear my friends,

I might not know how I react when you tell me your pain.
I might not know how to help when you really need it.
I might not know how to affirm when you really need it.
I might not know how to entertain when you are really sad.
I might not know how to comfort when you are really troubled.
I might not know how to put into words all my prayers for you.
I might not know how to give advice when you really need it.
I might not know how to make you happy when you are really sad.

But my prayers always goes like this:

Photo credit to Elizabeth Blank

"Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. 

Where there is hatred let me sow love. 

Where there is injury let me sow pardon. 

Where there is doubt let me sow faith. 

Where there is despair let me give hope. 

Where there is darkness let me give light. 

Where there is sadness let me give joy." 

(Prayer of Saint Francis of Assisi, 1181-1226)

I might not know what exactly I am doing or unconsciously knowing it, but I believe Lord hears my prayer of Saint Francis of Assisi. I do hope via my little action of LOVE ♥♥♥ by smile? Hugs? Touch? Listen? Quality time? Interact? Jokes? Suggestions? 

Has bring a small healing in your life.

I believe in Him, I have no doubt that every actions I do will be with His guide.

Pardon me if I had done wrong, acted wrongly, or said something bad to you, yes you.

My tongue might slippery sometimes, but my heart doesn't mean it.

May the ♥ Love ♥ of God be with us. With humble heart I pray. 사랑해♥♥♥ Blessed Sunday.

Muaxx

Mission of LOVE

♥♥♥ MISSION OF LOVE ♥♥♥

To love and to care for others are my greatest intentions since I've joined Lifefire Campus Ministry. Lifefire help me to identify my gifts, love myself and feel God (phase 1-unconsciously feel him, reflection needed). I am proud to say that I've grown drastically in Lifefire which I thank God so much for His grace. Without Him, I dont think I can be me like today. Praise the Lord! With the strong foundation I have, I made it till today, I am glad that I can spread God's love with the small love I have. Love till it very hurt, yummy sometimes, taste like McFlurry! Slurrrpp... So friends, lets love our enemy ;) It is fun! Hehe. When you do reflection about your life, God has made every little thing look beautiful when you treasure it ;). Thank you God #meLt I cant believe that I am so in love with you, Daddy God! 사랑해 ♥♥♥ How deep and how wide is my Love for You dear Daddy. Muaxx. Words cant describe my love for You. You have change my whole life from a messy faith to a fantastic faith. From misery to berseri-seri. Lol!!! I thank you Lord for every opportunity that I have. Thank you for the community, Bible Sharing Group(if you are interested, do let me know and I'll update you), workplace (special need children + cool colleagues)and great family & awesome friends.

"Your constant Love is better than life itself, and so I will praise You. I will give you thanks as long as I live; I will raise my hands to you in prayer. My soul will feast and be satisfied and I will sing glad songs of praise to You" ~ Psalm 63:3-5.

God, can I feel You?

I've been DYING wanna feel God in everything I do since my journey started with Him personally, last year? It actually took me quite some time to feel Him in my life, in His perfect time absolutely ;) I do believe that patient has taken SEVERE control during the duration of waiting. Wow! AmazinG! I just wanna praise the Lord, Lets sing praise and worship songs together friends ;)

Let me share more: There was a time that I feel him so near, in me, I feel like every thought, plan, suggestion, advice and move that I have are His. It is so real, even every whisper, every step I take and everything I do, He is just being REAL! He is there, in my sight guiding and smiling toward me. Again:SMILE XD. So cute isn't it?! I am just a normal human being who sins everyday, in my thought and in my words, yet He answered me with a surprised presence! How awesome is the feeling ;)

Daddy God, I just wanna become Your witness, to tell Your nation that You are my healer, provider, guide, protector, sweet and loving daddy, I am standing awe of You dear God, in Your presence I dwell. I have promise myself that I am not gonna take baby steps anymore like what I did before. In Jesus' name, I take courage and promise to take mummy steps. So friends, I invite you to come and join me to take COURAGE in everything we do for the best of God's nation and ourself. We need to make a radical change in people's mind and thought, we might not has the supernatural power to change everyone we want to, like Xmen and The avengers, it may be one living life touched but the countless blessing will be passed through as s/he shares. One is just a letter, dont be discouraged by it, let be a living witness to help others, many of them may need our help in many different areas: listening to their problems, comfort words from you, gentle smile, short prayer for them, just be there for them and, here I wanna share my prayer towards my special kids goes like this "Let my touch today become spiritual touch in their personal growth with God and continue be the blessing as an instrument of God with their own special way. Amen."

"In this way, let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father in heaven."~Mt 5:16.

Turn back to God.

Cun cun ^^ I admit that was a perfect time for me to turn back to God. In His time! I believe! I am stand in awe of You, Abba father. God, You are great. I love you ♥♥♥  사랑합니다 ^^ 무앟 무앟. ㅋㅋㅋ

God actually taught me few lessons while I was there, I can feel few slapped on my cute cheek. He actually changed my messy spiritual life to something OMG! Words can't describe, it was between Him and me, lot of reflection I gotta say ^^ The tears of Joy. Thank you God. I can feel the JOY. ReJoiCe! Thank You so much God. 무앟. ㅋㅋㅋ

From my beloved city, Kk, Flying to Kuching then Bintulu. Reached Bintulu, went Miri for no reason? Then come back to Bintulu again for easter vigil. It was unplanned plan. We never have any idea what we are doing? We celebrated our Ester Triduum in Bintulu (Holy Thursday and Ester vigil) and Miri (Good Friday). God is mystery, He works in a mysterious way. All I can say is "I love God".

By the way, just wanna tell that I quit my work "The Body Shop" on March because my work really challenge my spiritual life, summarize: spiritual life almost death, one bar left. Temptation not to go to church was 99.9% due to retail working hours, weekend you need to work and it always known as the peak days. 1 word to describe TIRED. Working in retail was really bring a big impact in my spiritual life. Eucharist indeed I missed the most. Quiet moment aka Adoration.  Talking about God? In tune with God? Ohhh... hard to say. If God calls me, line engaged.

Ho ho ho... Prodigal son is back!

Praise the Lord! Im now back on track xD. Lord, please forgive me, have mercy on me. My heart try to resist all the temptation but i failed. But I promise, starting today onwards, I'll try my very best. Hee... I just wanna thank God for everything. I love you. Your spirit command me to do what am I supposed to do. As the spirit leads, I did it. Thank God for making it possible. Disernment is most needed.

Reflection while in Miri. I realize one big thing. I need to move on, to reality.

After graduate from UMS, Lifefire is still no1 in my heart till today and forever. Perhaps my heart still there, as you know that Lifefire was the reason I've growth rapidly in spirituality and knowledge. The community I call my family of Christ that support me Iin my spiritual growth. I realized that as I growth older, I need to accept the fact that I am going to join other community out there, which suit me as a working adult. Am I right? Absolutely. Please growth in maturity and stand in reality even though sometimes it might be a little bit hard. It is time for you to leave everything to God. He knows the best for u and for lifefire. Chill Val. XD I really pray hard for this family-ness lifefire, my 1st awesome family, my faith foundation. Give praise to the Lord :)

Reflection while in Miri and Bintulu.

Yea, I miss leading P&W like last time in Lifefire. "Hossana" and "Our God is an awesome God". I feel God's presence during that moment, as the Holy spirit leads. Everything just so peace, so great. Worship all out for God. Sweet sweet love oh dear God. Hehehe... I need Disernment.  CCC 801.

Dream

Hi mr. Bloggie!! I miss you so mucha! 

Its been a while we havent meet each other. 2012. *First of all, I wanna talk about my dream last nite. I must type it now like here because I am surprised by the dream! and a bit thrill today. It is about just married which never cross my mind recently. This is hillarious. Let me tell the trailer of it okay? Welcome to my dream world story. In a one fine day, I was in the church with white dress *not sure sexy or not, as I remembered, humble dress. Someone standing next to me. Wondering what was going on, to my surprised, I am standing in front of the altar, the wedding ceremony was just ended. I mean I was married to a guy that I liked before, my super fantastic crush who is in love with God "now Im not sure lar him, still actually lar I guess coz I saw..." and he was standing just right behind me. Omgee... am so nervous and excited. How sweet is the feeling ♥♥♥. For me, Its like a real marriage, with priest at our back? Coz the mass ended a while ago. Hahaha.. Realized that we married, and we were in the altar, I asked the crowd to take picture of both of us, none of them bother me. Why?!! I am bit frustrated. I gave them the camera to take my photo. Hahaha.. Then married? I guess.

All of sudden, the situation changed~ just a blink of eyes, We were just friend again, not more than that. Its like he didnt care about me, so I just assumed that I was just a friend to him. Can you imagine how surprised am I?! Situation changed 180º but the feeling to get married in the alter was a great experience! I do really wanna get married in church with my future husband "prince of God who loves Daddy God so much". Awww~ sweet. For sure, I dont wanna get married at my hometown church, perhaps kk gonna be perfect or Philippines or Gold coast? Hello Daddy God, humbly hoping that you hear me xD Thats all. Lol xD Thanks abba for the crazy and funny dream! XD

So... whatever it is, you know the best for me God. 사랑해요. ♥♥♥ :-)

Pray for one another ~ James 5: 16

Dear My Lovely God

Dear Daddy God,

I've been praying so hard, You are so close yet I feel so far. Why? why? why? 왜? 왜? 왜? 몰라... 훟!! I just need your tangible feedback maybe a nudge from an angel. Wooaaa... As if I can feel it. 하하! Yea, you know sort of thing~

To be honest, since I came back from Kuch, «see my previous blog» Life has been so uncertain, hard, full of gravel, challenging due to the all of sudden problems, spiritual walfare, spiritually tired, or maybe I am too sensitive?

Tell me why my Life is full with misery? Why others...? Why...? Why I need to face all the problems as I reach that place? why and why and why? Thats the famous word that I always throw to God. Hahaha... Dont you feel like wanna kiss me? Kiss me with your palm. Huh? huh? hahha!

I realized that My relationship with God start to... you know~ I know you dont know, so listen:: I think I love you, but the love is kinda almost fade lar God. Maybe... Yeaa... We can just be close friend instead of best friend, I msg you, you reply. You msg me, Let me think 1st whether should I reply you or not coz Your msg is almost the same like the previous one. So You please tell me, should I reply??? Since I missed everything I love after starting working life, I feel so alone in this world. Hardly to feel You lar God. Your msgs sound so old school to me, maybe some part of me giving up on You. I didnt mean it but eventually I did it. From time to time, I hardly see your msgs. You wanna know why? coz I switch off my other phone, the number you always contacted me. I know I am bad. It is because I dont wanna see Your msg, then cry and blame myself for being not the old me and blame You for being so kind to me. You understand me more than I know myself, but I dont wanna know all that coz its killing me inside! Slicing my heart slowly, its so painful like the pain that I've gone thru. Your encouragement is like a sword can make me feel more hurtful < that time lar>

If you wanna say:: family? I only can count my Lifefire family which I managed to join them 2 times only. That is the time that I actually just can release my stress however cant feel Him, my prayer cant reach lar. Can you imagine that? I cant feel Him, how sad is that, obviously a sinner to-be. I only can feel the people lar. Hehehe... Not only that, after I feel high a bit, there will be always thing make you down, ON THE DAY ITSELF. How sad~ Arghh.. Who cares? I care actually .

From time to time, I said to myself: Val, be strong, all the problems are just a piece of cake for God to handle all that. Its my mind saying that, not my heart. However I agree with my mind. Actually, one of the reason I am happie is because Friends of mine:: from Kuch n Miri are the close faith that actually make me feel excited with all things! Heard that they wanna come was the best thing ever! Even though we are not connected very much on that time but I make a promise to myself to be strong! Never let myself down. Seek ye 1st the kingdom of God.

Before the date come! 1st of Nov . Eh... No... 31st of Oct.. Yea.. I feel that all the stress burdened me, my mum msg me saying that I have been changed lar, I dont tell her my holiday lar, they wanna make soul mass lar, all the things lar that make me worry much! Why? why? why? why now? Part of me feel guilty for not able to attend soul mass for my late grandma. On that day itself, Feel like wanna tell Nick and Pat that I cant join them. Actually I did, in joking way saying it. Haha... But the verse "let the death bury itself you come follow me".

Thank you God! It was a relieve that You sent Your two precious prince and princess of God to rescue me! Perfect time! Your time is always perfect, perfect for everything! You make things possible! I still cant believe that my 5 days holiday approved as well!!! Epic interview session ever!! I believe that God is with me during interview!! Muahahaha!!! Journey to Kaingaran was cool and fruitful. God's grace and blessing. Thank God for making it possible especially with unplanned plan! Praise You.

"This God - how perfect are his deeds, how dependable his words! He is like a shield for all who seek his protection. The lord alone is God. God alone is our defence. This God is my strong refuge. He makes my pathway safe. He makes me sure-footed as a deer; he keeps me safe on the mountains. He trains me for battle, so that I can use the strongest bow." ~2 Samuel 22:29-35

Daddy God, You are epic and hilarious XD I love you. 사랑해요 ^ ^ ♥♥♥ （≧∇≦）

What on earth I am doing here?

Dear God, do you know how grateful I am to feel You in my life. 사랑해 ♥ ❤ ♥

Kuching trip was one of your beautiful and wonderful plan for me! It was full of fun and fruitful journey. You provide everything, You make things possible. BESIDES!! My journey was blessed with few wonderful friends whom you sent! which I adore them so so much!! Thank you God! For your great great LOVE.

Few weeks ago. To be precise! Early September! I've decided to send my resume to Kuching Factory! I click! and indeed! Sent! Yea, I know I am kinda insane~ Ha... Ha... Ha... Seriously I've never even thinking to work there! Like hell no! Hahahaha.. Its just I've ever strongly telling my fren that I aint gonna work there. Imagine! Flying to kuching is like "impossible!!!" I, myself cant believe it! Ridiculous man! Oh~ Nevermind, just give a try. No harm rite?

The next morning, friday. Tuttt.. Tuttt... «monotone» Phone call~ What!!! Interview in Kuch on 12 Sept?? You gotta be kidding me God! Trolol What is this? Prank call from heaven? Hmmm~ with a reluctant hand, I'll just say yes in the 1st place. Oh no!! Mom has turned to devil, she forbid me to go! At d end, Free!! Hahaha~ kidding mum. Love you mum ;p

So, I told Nick, senior Lifefire aka my good friend of Faith aka friend bergila-gila about my interview. And guess what!! In his message, he was happy excited for me!! Happy of course! :B Thanks for the warm welcome message Nick. Lol! Lifefire aura.. Understandable ^^ I was seriously worried about transportation, place to stay etc.. Gosh! God, You will provide rite? I believe in You. However, still worried. care not. Gosh!! I bought one way ticket so mum wont be very angry. Ahahhaha... Troublesome daughter is me! Forgive me Lord. As if I escape from house without mum fully permission some more. :D Rebel :D gonna tell my future grandchildren how extreme my lyfe was! HISTORY man! -Skip that part-

2nd time arrived airport all by "Myself"! Meow meow again! ;p Hey! I come by faith, and by sight also lar. Miahahaha... Thank you so much warrior of God! Nicholas Alvin George! Praise God for sending this warrior to help me to find my prince charming. God! You are great! Ahahaha... Thank you for the transportation which is a blessing from God to you and your familia Nick. With the pumpkin horse we ride, I finally reach the destination. However! I couldnt find my prince charming due to many procedures need to be done! "Working permit, labour fee etc!" wahahaha... What??? Why called me in the 1st place? If I know, I wont come~ Like serious. Hmm~ Sad giler beb! Feel like cinta terhalang. Went there without 100% permission then otw ada problem sumore~ God, You gotta be kidding me? Hehehe.. Kidding God. Love you. Haha...

Okay! Fruitful 10 days I can say lar!!! Awesome! All about God! How awesome is Our God!! Love you love you love you God!! Later i'll edit my few days there. No time now. Gtg! Wait la'er ;p God bless!