faith, hope & Love

faith, hope & Love

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Bad dreamz!!!

2nd day 0f raya, I still remembered that early m0rning bef0re g0 c0nv0y raya, I dreamt that I’ve already get married with a m***** guy which I kn0w~ wala0 eh!!!!!! 0ut of sudden he t0ld me that b0th of us already get married and I was puzzled. Thinkingx3! I kept recalled my mem0ry when actually I get married! 0wh, please daddy G0d, what was g0ing 0n?? I was sweating t0 death!!! Meanwhile, I kept on thinking that I need t0 div0rce him ASAP n0 matter what will happen!!!!!! Hell!!!! What sh0uld I d0! Why I d0nt even kn0w when actually I get married!! H0w am I g0ing t0 tell daddy G0d!!! Im pr0ud t0 be a Cath0lic!! I l0ve Jesus Christ, gathering, praise and w0rship, br0thers n sisters in Christ, mass and everything!!! I cried!!! I really d0nt want!!!!! Aaarrrgggghhhh……………..

I w0ke up! Duh, it was juz a dream! Stupid dupid dream I have ever experienced. Daddy G0d, I d0nt wanna leaving y0u, I wanna keep on l0ving y0u and serve y0u pe0ple. Please give me the strength t0 depend on y0u and hold y0u till my last breath. 

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Daddy G0d hears my prayer!

Give thanks ^^.. i l0ve u Daddy G0d.

“Ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the do0r will be 0pened t0 th0se wh0 kn0ck.” Mathew 7:7


my cl0se friend!! he called me and said s0rry as well!!! yeay!!!!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Me, myself n I – admire, like and l0ve

Wh00aaa… me admire….., myself  like….., I l0ve…., huh… *sigh* what the WR0NG C0MBINATI0N  hehehe. ^_~ it s0unds like, as if I wanna say what the “heaven” isn’t it? Haahhaa… im go0d girl bah… minta puji this!  seld0m use harsh or rude w0rds.. try n0t t0 use it because I sh0uld sh0w a go0d manner 2 my siblings, ahahak! if n0t, they all will rebel with tat w0rds, that f0r sure.. G0d never use such w0rd as well rite? Hehe… I admire G0D, I like G0d, I l0ve G0d (~_^)v c0z because of Him, I have all these feeling which I can admire, like and l0ve pe0ple ar0und me, Daddy G0d. y0u are great! Y0u are my superher0! My l0ve! Hehehe… bef0re I f0und y0u, I d0nt kn0w what exactly l0ve is… I’ve never knew that I actually can l0ve y0u m0re than anyb0dy. W0w.. y0ur l0ve Daddy G0d superpawa.. hahaha.. Jesus, y0u are my id0l *whisper t0 ur ear* hehhee.. y0u are my b0yfriend. .



Admire = I admire a guy la. Wh0ever he is, I can tell that he is quite unlucky c0z n0rmally I’ll pray with pri0rity f0r G0d, my family and G0d’s nati0n wh0 are unf0rtune m0re than I pray f0r him,,, waa… whateva la… admire only, d0esnt mean anything right? M0st imp0rtant, the pers0n that I admire will always happy, bless n l0ve by G0d n many m0re. im crazy 0wh.. talk b0ut guy I admire. Buang b0ring nie~ next time if I read this for sure laugh la dis.
L0ng l0ng time ag0, I t0ld myself  t0 admire a guy wh0 likes t0 see stars,
kn0w h0w to ride m0t0rbike “GP”,
kn0w h0w t0 play guitar “r0mantic+sweet”,
g0 church every week “pri0rity”, ear piercing “lo0k mach0”,
kn0w h0w t0 sing a bit als0 can “t0 w0rship G0d”,
Cath0lic guy “indeed”,
go0d hearted n l0yal “yes”,
l0ve kids “kids are ad0rable”,
happy g0 lucky n friendly “c0z last time I used t0 be a shy-shy pig girl and I need s0me0ne wh0 can m0tivate me t0 talk”,
 g0t dimple “s0 cute”,
respect elderly “yea” and taller than me.
Wh00aaa… crazy rite!!! I ever like tagal0g artist! Diether 0camp0 “dunn0 d spelling” his character t0tally perfect.. hahhaha… ahh… drama~
N0w~ 4 me, all he characteristics that I’ve menti0n ab0ve s0und kinda ridicul0us, ^^ stars? 0nly Girls like stars. Few guys la. M0t0rbike GP? U aim f0r rich guy ah? Materialistic betul la.. guitar? U think all pe0ple have the talent t0 play? Haiya… Ear piercing? Hurt 0wh~ I have fren gt ear piercing n my fes impressi0n t0ward him memang bad guy, cancel piercing! Hahaha,… Dimple?? Cute arh?? Yeaa… h0wever the guy I admire d0nt have la~ wa,.. hehehe.. dimple is an extra “sweetness” 0nly when they smile =)
p/s: the rest that I didn’t menti0n still will be my 0pti0n. perhaps..





like=  I like bangle, bracelet, necklace, earing, ch0c0late. “materialistic”! cant  stand t0 see all the jewelleries.. 0mg! 0k2.. enuf! I like G0d’s character! Bibble “l0ve st0ry of G0d”! gathering! T0 see G0d’s pe0pe! N many m0re..







LOVE is PATIENT and KIND. LOVE is not jealous and boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices wherever the truth wins out. LOVE NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER LOSES FAITH, is always HOPEFUL, and ENDURES through every circumstances. ~ 1 Cor 13: 4 – 7


l0ve= I L0ve u G0d, Family, Neighb9ur n friends and enemy “d0 I have 1 or 2?” dunn0? Perhaps yes and n0? Laz m0nth, g0t 1 0f my bad tempered cl0se fren wh0 had threatened t0 kill me due t0 a small matter!! It wasn’t my fault th0ugh. Arrgghh… ok ok.. I just assume it was my fault, n I ask f0r his f0rgiveness n he said ok!?? He memang stress la tat time I guess! Huh.. *sigh* luckily he d0nt anggap me as his f0e.. pe0ple said S0RRY SEEMS T0 BE THE HARDEST W0RD? I d0nt think s0. Juz type or say as many S0RRY that y0u want but must with a sincere heart, then surely ok la, d0nt let y0ur eg0 c0nquer y0ur feeling then sh0uld be 0k d =) f0rgive and f0rget~! Wh00aaa… im free fr0m absurd threatened! Yeay!! Pr0blem settle!! Thank y0u L0rd Jesus!!! Y0ur advices thru all my frens really effective! With0ut y0ur advice I might be in tr0uble! I l0ve y0u Daddy G0d! H0w great is y0ur l0ve! T0 all G0D’s pe0pe!!! I l0ve y0u!! ^_~v

aDa Ku KEsah…

0nce up0n a time.. ahh… l0yar buruk jwua… hehe… (^_^)v
Perhatian kepada sesepa yg Nampak dis pic kan, if u ol wanna rep0rt t0 my parents ka, aunty ka,c0usins ka, frens ka {die la me} or sepa2 la kan, rep0rt ja la, Aku Sik Kesah.. hahaha.. “beg0k dis” d0nt la k.. I’m budak baik dis… betul… ya amp0n… betul la.. see “SS” d me =p hahaha..
0k, 0k.. “dunn0 when was the date” Went 0ut and having fun with 2 her0es wh0 have saved me during my last vacati0n. Hahaha…  I br0ught 2 frens as well. 0verall 5 0f us… went lintas t0 g0 eat “let’s celebrate!” then went Tanjung Aru “jalan-jalan” see the night view. 




frens’s idea n bersungguh2  by tw0 0f ‘em “k0n0n2 lar”.. me n d 0thers just f0ll0w their idea  la, f0r sure fun that. “yes, indeed fun”. Ahahaha… then, play “truth and lie” s0me m0re used the b0ttle, tat b0ttle, expensive b0ttle tat u kn0e, yea that b0ttle la… kakaka… funny 0wh that time.. keep on laughing (^_~)v… 
then, ran t0 the beach there, 3  of us managed to make many wishes n made a cr0ss by using the candles left.. bez 0wh… hey!!! Wait!! Where the 2 of em’ have g0ne??? whateva la, m0st imp0rtante, let’s play the candles! “I wish.. I wish… I wish… etc” Hahaha… childish~ happy! Happy! Happy! Wish t0 g0 0ut with 8 of ‘em again (including their guardian angels! Hahaha… kidding.. I can’t see pun, l0yar sikit)^^ surely laugh laugh and laugh…

Bible verse?? *thinkingx3* I guess d0nt have la~
g0t g0t g0t!!! 


We can make our own plans, but the Lord gives the right answer, we can make our plans, but the Lord determines our steps. ~ Pro 16 : 1 & 9

DEEPER


                Im still in dilemma dear daddy G0d, there are many questi0ns t0 p0nder. I d0 s0metimes think bad t0ward 0ther pe0ple, it is n0rmal? Please say yes…please… “crazy begging” This questi0n suddenly p0p 0ut in my mind when I read s0me0ne’s fb status ab0ut “I AM WH0 I AM”………..  f0rg0t already, it is in new testament if I’m n0t mistaken - I like this verse. I used t0 think like that, pe0ple need t0 accept that I am wh0 I am. >.< Though, after I read it many times, it seems like G0d wanna tell us that He is the 0ne, He is the King of w0rld and his thru p0wer, here we are (^_^)v.

If your gift is serving others, serve them well. If you are a teacher, teach well. If your gift is to encourage others, be encouraging. If it is giving, give generously. If God has given you leadership ability, take the responsibility seriously. And if you have a gift for showing kindness to others, do it gladly. ~ Romans 12 :7 – 8

                Daddy God, n0 0ne is perfect like you. Every0ne of us is your image, though 0ur acti0n t0tally different fr0m y0u. N0 0ne is perfect as y0u. Human being always make mistake, always! Me indeed, the w0rst example. I just can pr0mise t0 y0u that I’ll try t0 be as go0d as you dear Daddy G0d. 0ne questi0n that I wanna ask y0u which s0metimes really make me sad. Damn sad.



Dear daddy G0d, if I d0nt have car, will y0u still bless me with great friends ar0und me, which I really wish after waiting such a very l0ng long long long l0ng l0ng time? Very l0ng, since sixteen-century. Will y0u? Will you? Will you? I always ask this questi0n because bef0re this I used t0 feel neglected by my s0-called friends <s0-called friends??? Eerrr… bad 0wh me, s0rry Daddy G0d> “all the time”. Pity 0wh….. ha    ha   …  I admitted that I wasn’t friendly like 0thers; I was a stupid little shy pity girl. Really! I was a timid girl, daddy G0d, y0u kn0w that isn’t it; it was really 0bvi0us when n0b0dy remembered my name. ha ha ha … It was really hurt, my fault, I knew that, h0wever I just ign0re it, well, it was my pass experience which is Part and parcel of my life. “WELC0ME” >,<v. Have you ever been neglected bef0re? Questi0n t0 p0nder? Hahahaha… for me, the answer is N0… hehehe… because f0r me, Daddy G0d always be there f0r me albeit pe0ple d0nt even kn0w my name, as l0ng as G0d kn0w, it is en0ugh already. I w0nt ask m0re, the m0re I ask, the m0re that I h0pe I will get, d0nt wanna be greedy. I am n0w satisfied with my life. I have many many many many friends wh0 really care ab0ut me “since I j0in LIFE FIRE >,<v”! Thr0ugh 1 friend, I get t0 kn0w m0re. w0w… praise the L0rd! praise His name in the highest! Yeay!!! I l0ve y0u G0d!! I still remembered that I just prayed that y0u can bless me at least with 0ne or tw0 true friends which I can g0 gathering, church and 0uting t0gether. N0w… c0untless.. “I mean, m0re that I asked ^^” Daddy G0d, y0u are awes0me. Muahhhxxxx…

“Ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the do0r will be 0pened t0 th0se wh0 kn0ck.” Mathew 7:7



5th Sept “Sunday” bible verse that really t0uch my heart!

“wh0ever d0esn’t bear his 0wn cross and c0me after me, can’t be my disciple” luke 14: 27  à Questi0n t0 p0nder: can i? I really keep my finger cr0ss

I wanna ask first, what is the “way of the cross” for y0u and me? When my will crosses with God’s will, then his will must be d0ne. the way of the cr0ss inv0lves sacrifice, the sacrifice of laying d0wn my life each and every day for Jesus’ sake. What makes such sacrifice possible and “sweet” for us is l0ve of G0d p0ured out f0r us in the blo0d of Jesus Christ.

“G0d’s l0ve has been p0ured int0 0ur heart thru the H0ly Spirit”(R0man 5:5)

We can never outgive G0d. he always gives us m0re than we can expect or imagine. D0 y0u all0w h0ly Spirit t0 fill y0ur heart with the l0ve of G0d? All I can describe it thru my fav0urite s0ng = tear d0wn my walls “H.U” + y0u h0ld me n0w “H.U” + deeper “P.S” + believe “P.S” + I just want y0u “P.S”
Dear Daddy G0d, may y0ur l0ve transf0rm me that I may truly desired n0thing m0re than life with y0u. may y0u always be first in my thoughts and intenti0ns, ad in my w0rds and acti0ns.

Cant wait f0r Life Fire camp!!! Really sad cant g0 PBK due t0 many pe0ple are g0in’ and im scared 0f cr0wded =’( besides, surely I’ll be l0ne ranger there. Ahahaha… or perhaps “SS” c0z … 

Saturday, September 4, 2010

i feel bad! terrible!!!

hate hate hate..... i hate la...!
pissed off with ma self!
i wish i can rewind everything!!! "EVERYTHING" i mean it!!
my week juz s0 mess up, cant deny it! arrgghhhh....
Have u ever pr0mise a friend, meanwhile u d pr0mise d 0ther friend d same thing?
n at laz u need 2 ........ "ha   ha    ha   ha"
i juz cant st0p feeling guilty.... albeit my friend didnt say anything b0ut that,
s0meh0w i can feel it... i did! juz n0w. perhaps....
i might have heart attack guilt like this old man.



what sh0uld i d0 ? juz pray? wait 4 healing?
daddy L0rd G0d please help me!
what sh0uld i d0?




t0day's bible verse really t0uch my heart "prime time of G0d"~

"You are worthy, O Lord, 
To receive glory and honor and power; 
For You created all things, 
And by Your will they exist and were created." 

Revelation 4:11 NKJV 

Friday, September 3, 2010

merdeka eve *wink wink*



awes0me merdeka eve...!!!! birthday eve la kan... akakakaka....


went t0 upperstar "eat 0ur dinner there" -> Suria Sabah "STep uP 3 3D" 0mg!!! bezzz 5 stars!, while waiting then went play d car race "my fav0urite!! n0 motorbike race =(! i like d m0st! m0t0rbike though  =p" -> juz dr0ve t0 lid0, penampang bla bla bla... juz dr0ve mer0nda kk city yg s0 b0ring... duh! hahaha... ->McD time ar0und 3 in d m0rning!! hahaha... meet azzah's uncle there... ya amp0n!!! banyak crita, i wanna study la tat time, midterm was d next day! haiz... study at d eleventh h0ur surely gt pr0blem la, distract la etc...

                                                                         upperstar




















lazly!!! s0 damn wanna watch sun rise!!! plan wanna g0 astana up there to c kk view n sun rise "kunun" tau tau... 0nly 4 sunset la tat place -_-''' kweng3... luckily azzah's uncle t0ld us. -> craziest part was when 3 of us went putrajaya, then ip "t0p there" waiting3.. wr0ng place 0wh... then dan dr0ve 2 cansel0ri ->AB ->finally sp0rt c0mplex.... huhhhh.... wh0le day didnt sleep >,<v.. m0rning wanna meet my familia lagi 0wh... hahahahahaha... crazy sweet 21... i memang gt d key of freed0m.. didnt g0 bek ums for the whole nite. my mum juz said "ha??" then i t0ld her "rilex la mum" hhaahaha... "beg0 punya anak, wasted $ jak"  



                                           
                                                                          ip view


canselori view
sp0rt c0mplex view

31st August 2010- My best day~

best day ever!!!! thanks mum n all my siblings!!! u ol the bez.. l0ve y0u all.. muaxxxx...




(ma familia)




my l0vely mum n 2 lil br0 "taller, slimmer, funnier than me of c0z"




my br0 0wez like this...~~




aaaaa...



let me cut d cake (>,<)v




make a wish? or wishes?? actually, pretending cl0se my eyes 0nly, i was c0mpletely no idea





~play time~

 By integrating a Bible verse(s) (Ephesians 6:1–3) with prayer, children can be encouraged to ask God to help them obey their parents. Parents show their obedience to God by respecting and honoring each other (1 Peter 3:7). Children experience security as they witness their parents praying for God’s help as well. 

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

TEAR D0WN THE ->"MY" WALL




I’m  so damnly fall in l0ve this s0ng “since last year”, h0wever every time I hear this s0ng, my chest feel s0 heavy, extremely heavy, my tears started to burst. It is killin’ me s0metimes cuz 0nly me, can feel it, I d0nt think any 0ther family member n relatives will feel such thing eventh th0ugh they are very cl0se except me n my Grandad. But, i d0nt think that I can feel my Grandad’s sadness with0ut her ar0und. All I can say is “I miss her” I miss my late grandma.. I can’t bear this feeling, never ever and f0rever. This feeling has bec0me apart of my life, she will always with me, she is apart of me, always appear in my dreams as well. Always! That’s the pr0mise that was made l0ng time ag0. I’m livin’ in l0neliness with0ut her l0ve. N0b0dy can replace her place. N0 0ne can. S0meh0w, I can feel her existences, very near, very near t0 me. Especially when I prayed, sleep I can feel her embraced. Yea, I did. Can y0u tell me why is it? It is because I miss her s0 much? There are many questi0ns that I wanna ask G0d but I d0nt have the 0pp0rtunity. Never have. S0metimes, I blame Him! I’m so selfish!!! Indeed. I admit it. Questi0ns 4 G0d: Why y0u didn’t listen t0 my prayer? Why it wasn’t the day I was there? Why it was s0 sudden? Why her? n n0t me? D0 y0u jeal0us that I l0ve her m0re than wh0ever la? Why d0nt y0u juz take me bef0re her? Why she always appeared in my dreams? S0metimes she said she l0ves me th0ugh s0metimes she just ign0red me! I really want her to be here. N0w! can? Why she always be there f0r me, near me? did she bec0me my guardian angel? I wish it Daddy G0d. please grant my 0nly truly wish. Juz d0 n0t misunderstand my l0ve t0ward her is different fr0m G0d’s l0ve. G0d is the 1st, hers the 2nd, parents, family n friends. Last time I felt that with0ut her, I’m just… whatever la acc0rding t0 y0ur will. “s0und s0 cruel” s0rry Daddy G0d, I juz layan ma s2pid thinking f0r a while~



“H0w evil and godless are the pe0ple of this day! You ask me for miracle? N0! The only miracle you will be given is the miracle of J0nah” Matthew 16: 4


I sh0uldnt ask s0mething that is absurd. I have Jesus, perfect l0ve. I sh0uld accept the fact th0ugh ~ that’s the best.
Dear Daddy G0d, I d0 pray f0r my grandma’s s0ul. Please remind me always t0 pray f0r her dear L0rd G0d. I l0ve her s0 much, c0untless l0ve, f0rever and ever, f0r the rest of my life.

D3viL c0nquer my days~

I’m still piss off with myself!!! 0wh.. what a pathetic life… s0metimes, I ask G0d why wanna give all d challenges when ‘m in 3rd year n0w? why n0t last semester which I have m0re fun than all these “…” It is because I spend less time with Y0u? n0 rite? “baka questi0n”
Why piss 0ff!!~

                My life, it can be described like shipwrecked. My ship is n0t exactly same like Captain Barb0sa’s ship, mine is 6 times cute than his. Despite the cuteness it has, I d0nt have an excellent captain to handle my ship, I need t0 d0 it myself. What an excited adventure ^^ what will c0me al0ng  my j0urney als0 I’ve n0 idea. Most imp0rtant, enj0y my v0yage t0 everywhere I like.

{this part i can tell that my life bef0re semester start really fun, went vacati0n, camp, sh0pping with family, sleepz n watch tv 4 d wh0le day, eat whateva that I wanna eat “like pig” hahaha.}
                0mg!! Terrible!!! I need s0me0ne in the ship t0 help me t0 change the directi0n!! the sails !! l0wer the sails!! Quick!!!! Quick!! Quick!! I’m idealess!! “panic” All languages I have to use just because want to ask for their help, h0rrible!!! Damn it u all!!! The pe0ple that was in my ship are just my cl0ne. They are panic as I am, w0w.. 0kay, let’s G0d decide f0r us okay? But, with0ut any acti0n h0w la G0d wanna help us!!! I need t0 stay calm!! Rilex babe.. calm d0wn. 0kay, what sh0uld I d0 n0w? The wheel! Yea! Brilliant! I sh0uld turn it 180 degree to get rid fr0m the st0rm at the n0rth, sh0uld I ask my cl0ne t0 dr0p the anch0r t0 st0p the ship while I try t0 turn it t0 180 degree? Indeed!! Really? Hmmm… Perhaps. I just let my finger cr0ss then.

                After a few minutes struggling with the wheel all by myself, I still can feel that my ship still m0ving like usual. 0wh! This is w0rse, Why my ship d0nt even st0p for a while?! it keep on m0ving t0ward the n0rth. 0wh n0!!! The anch0r actually cant reach at the b0tt0m of the 0cean because t0o deep, useless. At least I tried -_-lll the wheel!! S0 hard!! It seems like rusted d, cant even m0ve it, even I have tried t0 use my wh0le b0dy t0 m0ve it. Means, all this while my ship just sailing t0ward n0rth!!! I have never t0uched the wheel laaaa!!!!!! Ha????? N0w, infr0nt of me? The st0rm c0me, every0ne h0ld whatever y0u have!!!! I hug the wheel as str0ng as incredible hulk ever did. Bo0m bo0m, krek krek, prang… what s0und is that? Dunn0.. SHIPWRECKED. I have already tried my best, n0w I just leave everything to Daddy G0d’s hAnDs ^^ aww… my head.. it’s pain!!! Im suff0cated!! Help!! D0nt kn0w h0w t0 swim!! If my all cl0ne die, d0nt care ‘em. But me, I must live, why? N0 idea. At the same time, I see safety jacket was fl0uting next t0 me. Thanks G0d, with0ut your help, I might die. Hey hey hey.. safety jacket, I juz can wear it and make me float, then what?? Haizz… im t0o exhausted and headache t0 think ab0ut it, whatever la G0d.

{ I had faced many challenges la!!! H0w I tried s0 hard t0 save my huge n cute ship. H0w hard my life at UMS that pe0ple th0ught it is okay. In fact, it is n0t. it’s all ab0ut my k0lej e, where sh0uld I g0 practical “idealess with all the f0rms n pr0cedures”, study, midterms, assignments, friendship la kunun -_-‘’’ memang Shipwrecked!!! Even th0ugh, all these hassle tr0uble me n0w, it is actually test fr0m Daddy G0d whether I can bear with it or just give up. Hahaha… He will make a way for me. Be p0sitive ^^}

S0metimes I ask G0d:
  Dear Daddy G0d, I always g0 gathering 0n wed, g0 church every Sunday, always remember You in my every step especially driving, pray bef0re eat, always endev0ur s0 I can read bible everyday “that’s why I b0ught lecti0 divina”.. what else you want  me to d0? Read bible everyday? Pray every single m0ment? Perhaps, but I d0nt kn0w that. I’ll try my best t0 d0 so. Can i? Have faith in Him, walk with Him too s0 I will n0t l0st in this stupid life which is full with satan.. huhu..

ATTENTI0N: S0mething funny cr0ss my mind just n0w, last nite 16th August 2010. Hahahaa… I saw a guy which I kn0w la, but n0t that cl0se, ok2 la , I tried t0 be friendly h0wever he still like that, ARR0GANT~ plez la… hahha… funny 0wh.. okaylah, maybe he is n0t a friendly type. An h0ur later, he came t0 j0in my friends, and I was sitting with ‘em 2. By the time he sat 0n the chair, the chair was br0ken and he fell d0wn. Wakakakaakakakakakakaakakaka… Satisfied! Arr0gant la again. Hahaha…  I’m s0 cruel 0wh.. satan! Sh0o.. sh0o.. “Takd0k ken0 mengen0 ngan 0rg yg dah takd0k di dunie nie” hahaha…
Enj0y my lame bl0g =p
G0d bless.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Terrible thing happened in the cute nite.

0mg!!!! Daniel fell fr0m Ambr0se m0t0rbike “c0mel is the name given” I was terribly in sh0cked when I heard a small “b00mp” s0und. What was happening?? I saw him juz n0w ride c0mel kind of fast n n0t that balance “fast n furi0us baby!”, then he has g0ne fr0m all pe0ple sight!  ahahahha… then everyb0dy ran as fast as they can t0ward him, I can’t see the accident in fr0nt of my 0wn eyes, I mean to be the witness of the accident h0wever only heard the s0und c0nsidered go0d j0b already rite? hahaha. Weird th0ugh, really, he g0t an accident? Hit a car in fr0nt ypc alamesra there?? C0nfuse me! Nevermind, I j0ined they all ran t0ward where ever it was, felt like marath0n 0wh. pheewwiittt…. Waa… I can see Nich0las ran very fast h0wever Ambr0se, Danis0n and Emmanuel were faster than him indeed, ahahaha.. me? The last 0ne 0f c0urse. Patricia? Why you are at the back? C0me j0in me, pat! Lets marrath0n together, ok? The best part of my st0ry  that I really like is when I saw Danis0n ran at the opp0site site, ran for help, perhaps, I still g0t time t0 laugh. It was because it has never cr0ss my mind that he’ll be n0t ok. Actually I was thinking that he might have a light injured c0z it didnt make sense if he actually accident by himself.  The time I finished my marrath0n, I saw him laying with “c0mel” on his lap and he c0mplained that he was hurt and that was pain, I’m surprised t00 death! Praise the L0rd! he is well ok n fully c0nsci0us, n0 head bleeding, 0nly 0ne his leg stuck there, I d0nt kn0w what they call that.. ‘’pedal kot or d m0t0rstand or whateva’’. Luckily he still can feel his leg, thanks G0d. The m0st fear thing for me was his head c0z he didn’t use helmet by the time he speed. “Awww… that’s hurt!!!!!!

                    "pity c0mel"
 Awwwwww…” hahahaha… if me la that.. 0opss.. my bad my bad. 0k, t0uchw00d, t0uchw0od n t0uchwo0d… all I can see is the co0perati0n between all the LF pe0ple there “Emmanuel, Ambr0se, Nich0las, Danis0n, Shar0n n wh0ever there la, g0t 2 0utside pe0ple as well, all I can remembered was Patricia was standing next to him and I guess she was c0ns0ling him there, gratefully she was next to him”. That was scary!! They tried to release his leg fr0m wateva of c0mel’s part la that. I felt awful f0r him. He kept asking his spectacle n Pat kind of blur next t0 him, still wandering ar0und for that speck, I als0 keep my eyes widely 0pen to see where exactly it was fell. i c0uldnt find it, s0rry, at that time I felt kind of a bit dark, dunn0… hehe.. H0wever, the m0st funniest thing was!!!!! Ambr0se!!! You still have time to take picture of him with ur “C0mel”! You sh0uld help him first instead of taking picture! What a clever guy! Go0d j0b! “with thumb up”. Hahaha… Later upl0ad it at facebo0k as a pr0ve that Daniel injured himself! hahahaha… and d0nt f0rget t0 sh0w it t0 wh0ever la. Wakakaka. Wh000aa… That was my sec0nd times saw pe0ple get injured after m0t0r accident “ the first 0ne when I was with Daniel, Patricia and Ivy when a lady asked us to send her back after she got an accident due to a big car 0vertake the 0ther car and hit their m0t0r “a lady and his b0yfriend I guess””!! I’m still trauma!!!!0mg!!I c0uldnt help myself! I can feel that I was trembling on that time, a bit c0nfuse, scared n as if I was dizzy to0 as he was. Well, trauma pe0ple always like that perhaps. Then, Daniel said he should be alright c0z n0 blo0d on his upper b0dy part, 0nly his right leg g0t little injury, his head d0nt kn0w th0ugh his sh0ulder g0t a scary bruise c0z the c0l0ur in the middle of it was blue… scary~_~  h0pefully daddy G0d will pr0tect Him fr0m any seri0us injury. I just keep my finger cross then.