~R0sary prayer bef0re GATHERING~

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dear daddy L0rd G0d,
there is n0ne like y0u, y0u are the REASON i LIVE!!!
w0w... r0sary prayer bef0re gathering, everything was d0ne acc0rding t0 y0ur will, y0u asked us t0 pray r0sary!! as m0ther Mary als0 asks us t0 pray r0sary, always ^^
with0ut 0thers help i d0nt think that i can deliver the message that y0u wanna tell all of us dis. ^_~
y0u are s0 great daddy G0d. 
<<H0W GREAT IS 0UR G0D>>
Special thank 2 Nick!! we have same p0wer kan! ultramen p0wer "terpaksa me mengaku dis"
thank y0u f0r c0ming very early and lead the r0sary prayer! y0u are the best! y0ur prayer bez 0wh!! jasmine prayer als0, debz als0.. me???? i juz pray whatever i feel during that time or if i have the str0ng feeling ab0ut that situati0n/ wateva it is then i'll pray la~ hehehehe... thats why last nite, i was kinda nerv0us saying a petiti0n prayer f0r r0sary, unexpected that i was asked t0, takkan i wanna say n0 right. 0k daddy G0d, i will ^_~v

hehehe... gathering!!! as usual!!! awes0me!! super HEBAT!!! 
I L0VE GATHERING!!!

2nd DAY 0f R0SARY PRAYER

5th 0ct

i managed t0 reserve the p0nd0k near cafe! hahaha.. it was because me with shameless went t0ward the guy wh0m i th0ught a girl at the first place, f0rg0t t0 bring specks during that time. =p
thanks G0d, he is Cath0lic as well! name r0ns0n fr0m csg ^^.. " l0ng time d didnt g0 there" ish3...
r0ns0n didnt j0in us, next time h0ping that he'll j0in la.
waaa.... 5 pe0ple "nick, ambrose, debz, aiwen, n me"!! praise the l0rd, the number was increasing c0mpared yesterday. yeay!!!best!!!
then we did s0me sharing~ G0d is great 0wh.. when few pe0ple gathered, then he'll be there f0r sure.

1. Then, i g0t t0 kn0w s0mething thru the sharing, ehhh... many things~ to0 many miracles, dreams, visions, problems, burdens, confusion, frustrati0n, sadness, dissatisfy, doubtfulness, depression, anger, etc.. 
2. Sharing is sharing, caring is l0ving and l0ving is everything~ praise the L0rd!!!
3. Special thanks t0 nick yang full of determine wanna d0 r0sary prayer everyday!!! yeay!!! best la!! thanks nick! 
4. Praise the L0rd!!! i am n0t al0ne!!! fuhhh.... G0d, y0u are s0 w0nderful!! i l0ve y0u!! y0u bless me with many w0nderful friends!
5. I can felt the presence of daddy g0d and 0ur guardian angels with their wings on t0p of 0ur heads!! 
6. N0t 0nly me!! I am n0rmal!! ^^ i will say yes t0 daddy G0d, n0 matter what happen. LEGA!!!

hehe... i th0ught i am g0nna be happy after i knew that n0t 0nly me...
there few 0f 'em are als0 like me!! yeay!! i scream!!
i was lo0king f0r these kind pe0ple als0 be4 and try t0 appr0ach them
th0ugh, why i have the heavy feeling which s0meh0w saying that, get ready f0r it,
s0mething is waiting f0r u~ eeerrr... i am afraid, daddy G0d...

i get c0nfuse with everything la~ that night was really hard f0r me, PAIN.. dunn0 why... 

i should feel happy, h0wever... am i shocked? 0r perhaps i think to0 much.. Shared t00 much?

For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them. Matthew 18:20

1st DAY 0F R0SARY PRAYER!! YEAY!!!

4th 0ct
I was thrilled that three of them turned up to the r0sary prayer dis.
s0 s0rry, My fault that I kept they all waiting f0r me, s0rry Ambr0se and Nick!!! 

Alisa!!! Thank y0u f0r j0ining us! It was a very great r0sary prayer even though f0ur 0f us 0nly, h0ping f0r many pe0ple t0 c0me, I d0 pray that.. 

Daddy G0d ^_~v im just s0 happy. U make my day really w0nderful, h0nestly, pretty go0d! with giving me parking near café there! W0w!!! Miracle! U kn0w that I was kinda late and Y0u give me luck dis! Praise y0u Daddy G0d!!! I l0ve y0u ^_~v 


For where two or three are gathered in my name, there am I among them. Matthew 18:20

lets pray r0sary

~Hiding all my pr0blems~

Dear Daddy G0d, I l0ve y0u s0 much!

Y0u are my hiding place! Yes, indeed!

0nly y0u can take all my hassles and sadness away.

Best friend, y0u said y0u are my part-time angel??

I th0ught Daddy G0d send y0u t0 me,

guide me, cheer me up, advice me, etc

Why s0 suddenly y0ur path is s0 different than mine??

I can’t get it..

Why??

Tears, keep 0n flooding my eyes…

N0w, 0nly y0u L0rd, wh0 can c0ns0le me and st0p this tears?

0nly y0u can feel the l0neliness 0f this heart.

Y0u are being s0 nice t0 me.

"Y0u are n0t al0ne dear child!"

Lift y0ur name on high Daddy L0Rd! Praise y0u L0rd Jesus.

M0nth 0f r0sary~

1 0ct 2010. W0w… during that night while I was studying, all of sudden, I had the desired t0 pray r0sary, I saw my r0sary bracelet that was given by my friend “Azie” s0 beautiful 0wh.. shinning 0wh… I was s0 aghast and it really made my desired t0 recite the r0sary bec0me str0nger. Th0ugh, I really f0rg0t Friday is which mystery d!! crazy!!! I texted ester and he said Friday is s0rr0wful mystery, I felt s0 ashamed 0f myself~ during I recited the r0sary, I c0uld feel wings were 0n the t0p of my head, as if it c0vered my head! H0w t0 describe yeah?? Kinda hard la~ eerr… ok2.. d0 y0u believe that every0ne 0f us has their 0wn Guardian Angel? I just knew ab0ut it early this year, bef0re this, I ever felt the existence of “s0mething”, “s0mething” which I didn’t pun actually was pr0tecting me and always be with me, I th0ught that was only my sensitivity~ n0b0dy kn0ws.  After recited the r0sary, I felt s0 happy and peace. >,< thanks M0ther Mary!! I l0ve y0u M0ther Mary.

Have y0u ever felt light was on the t0p of y0ur head while y0u were


praying with cl0sing y0ur eyes? S0metimes I feel that. Hmmm…??? 


D0es it means h0ly spirit?? Daddy G0d?? M0ther Mary?? 0r that is 


0nly y0ur eye g0t pr0blem during that time? Whateva la~ 


CURI0US~ MYSTERIOUS~

LAUGH~

This j0kes s0meh0w sho0t me als0->>>

1 day Li0n summ0ned all d 0ther animals in d jungLe. “ each of u must tell a j0ke,” he said.

“but if any1 fails 2 laugh, I’ll kill d pers0n wh0 t0ld it. M0nkey u g0 1^st”

M0nkey began, “2 men g0 int0 a bar…” when he delivered d punchline, eveRy1 r0ared with laughter, except T0rtoise. S0 Li0n p0unch on m0nkey & killed him. x_x

Next up was Elephant. He t0ld his j0ke & again, every1 laugh except T0rtoise. S0 li0n pounched on Elephant and killed him. x_x

The animals were furi0us with Turt0ise, n0 1 dared t0 m0ve.

Tiger began his j0ke but when he was ab0ut 1sentence in, T0rt0ise suddenly rolled 0ver & began kicking his feet in the air, giggling his head off.

“what’s wr0ng with y0u?” r0ared an irate Li0n. “Tiger isn’t even finished with his gag yet!”

“I’m s0rry,” said T0rt0ise, gasping btwn laughs, “but m0nkey’s j0ke was simply to0 funny!”

I used t0 be like that!!!! & n0w als0! S0metimes, when pe0ple make j0kes, hard f0r me t0 catch. @_@

12 steps in HACCP development

Step 1: Assemble an HACCP team

Step 2: Describe the food product and its distribution

Step 3: Identify the intended use of the consumers

Step 4: Construct a flow diagram describing the product manufacturing process

Step 5: Conduct on-site verification of the flow diagram

Step 6: Conduct hazard analysis

Step 7: Determine critical control points

Step 8: Establish critical limits

Step 9: Establishing CCP monitoring procedures

Step 10: Establish correction actions

Step 11: Establish verification of procedures for each CCP and the entire HACCP plan

Step 12: Establish record keeping and documentation

Full of determinati0n me dis, especially when I was typing this HACCP steps, keep on recalled back ma mem0ry but certainly n0t 100%~ but I can assure this is the best way of mem0rizing, “step 12 which is rec0rd keeping and d0cumentati0n in ma bl0g”. wahahha… =D diligent 0wh me =D

I just want Y0u Jesus My L0ve~

Rain is a blessing fr0m Daddy G0d~ can y0u see that!!! H0w beautiful the rain drops “fr0m what I can see fr0m my ro0m’s wind0w last night” ~_^v although once you get wet, y0u might get sick, the probability is higher I tell ya. N0t 0nly that, the advantage of rain is, cold isn’t it? Make y0u feel sleepy \(_0_)/ <<yawn>> I was s0 sleepy that evening! I tell ya, I was s0 terribly sleepy and I was planning wanna escape gathering~ wh00aaaa…. Y0u are s0 tuttt… tuuuttttt…. <<< all gud w0rds that th0ugh d0nt wanna tell what these w0rds I used t0 blame maself because we sh0uld l0ve 0urself first bef0re we can l0ve G0d and G0d’s pe0ple. Am I right?? Eeee… talk ab0ut l0ve this, Dear Daddy G0d- I l0ve y0u s0 much, I l0ve myself, I l0ve my family, I l0ve my neighb0urs, I l0ve G0d’s nati0n and I l0ve y0u all. Peace be with y0u all! L0VE IS KIND!! Hehe… >,<

Keep int0 the track….

The rain dr0ps l0ok beautiful, view fr0m the wind0w. H0wever, when y0u need t0 walk in the rain, 0_olll   I tell ya dude! Really c0ld and feel s0 unsecure with path that is full 0f h20.. just imagine if g0t leech there!!! 0mig0sh!!! help… eeeuuuwww… 0k I’m en0ugh with that part. The rain really distracted me and my ro0mate “wh0 was really full of determination wanna g0 gathering. Praise the L0rd f0r that!” While walking in the rain with pink umbrella, I was daydreaming. I d0nt kn0w why, unexpectedly I have the imaginati0n… with wh0m I am g0ing t0 walk after I DIED??  Jesus? Will he acc0mpany me t0 walk f0r the 2^nd time? Will I be able t0 see Him after I DIED? Will I?? W0w… suddenly s0unds s0 creepy~ actually, that night was really dark and raining s0me m0re, I have just l0st fr0m the reality 0f the w0rld f0r a while, few minutes perhaps. F0r that m0ment I believe that Jesus Christ 0ur L0rd will be always there f0r me, every0ne 0f us. It is because we are still breathing, and He is guiding us t0ward his kingd0m, d0 y0u kn0w that? He is the light of the w0rld and even the path is dark, as l0ng as we believe in him and follow him, he will light 0ut path. All these w0rds have just p0p 0ut fr0m my mind s0 suddenly. Jesus is G0od!

Misjudge?? Emman shared his experienced =)

Here s0me questi0ns t0 p0nder 0ver >> have pe0ple ever misjudged y0u be4?

Have u ever misjudged pe0le be4? H0w t0 curb/ switch la 0n h0w u misjudge pe0pe?

C0nclusi0n fr0m my CG: d0nt mix ar0und with fren wh0 always judge pe0ple s0 u w0nt misjudge 0thers. Wahahaha… funny~

Ambr0se with his cute bird face said: “I d0nt misjudge her, she is bad by d0ing bla bla bla and I said she bad s0 I d0nt misjudge her la. That’s the fact”.. ahahaha… u are funny dude!!

Alcohol???

Let me share my experienced ab0ut alc0h0l… my first th0ught was! “W0w!!! I can feel high is it? All my w0rries will be g0ne as I get drunk is it? Co0l man! I wanna try! I wanna try” teenager’s th0ught – s0 excited dis. Hahaha.. s0, my first enc0untered was tiger, as my aunt suggested. With an excited face, I said yes ^_~. After a gulp! Euuuww…. Wuek.. pui pui pui.. “why it tastes s0 bitter and feel h0t in my thr0at!” they all said it w0nt be very bitter. @_@ panipu… then they asked me t0 try “mentaku”, my granddad said, “sweet bah this c0mpared tiger, y0u sh0uld try this”. I w0nt believe my granddad, even tiger bitter d, he tipu f0r sure. S0 I just had a sip, and!!!!! Eeeuuuwww… eeeuuuuwww… eeeuwww… sweet bitter s0ur umami and all kind of taste la~ ish3… I th0ught I can get drunk@feel high la~  wh0 kn0ws~ end up with dissap0intment. 0_olll

Wine. Everyb0dy l0ves wine. Wine can be categories as high class alc0h0l because of the pr0cessing equipment and the grapes they are using. My dad said: “this wine tastes s0 sweet, n0 bitter taste”. Even my aunt said s0. Meanwhile, I had just 0bserved pe0ple’s face at the wedding dinner when they had a sip of the wine. Wh0aa… a sip sh0uld be a nice sip I guess. Like in the tv, they will smell the wine ar0ma first and then have a sip, perhaps I sh0uld try? Why n0t? Then, I asked the waitress t0 fill the glass f0r me. 0wh… best 0wh the feeling~ ahahha… smell first, wh0aa… nice smell! F0r sure sweet la. After a sip. W0w…. I tell ya! Crazy!!!! Where g0t sweet taste!!! Bitter and a bit s0ur 0r whateva the exact taste it is. I have n0 idea~ I mumbled by myself “sweet?? bitter g0t la”. Why la I can’t accept that kind of taste.. huh… sad 0wh me, pity 0wh, wine expensive what~ ahahaha…

Wine experience, during arm0ur up camp!! Hahaha… after we all were given the bread then we were given a sip 0f wine~ even I wanna h0ld the cup als0 feel like n0 energy, I was trembling during that time. C0z 0f the wine~ special~ After a sip, I kept on swallow it and my heart was beating s0 fast.. dup dap dup dap dup dap… I can’t even concentrate on praying until I “gulp”. ~ why 0wh?? The taste la=(

V0dka. Matrix time, my br0ther said that he wanna try any ethan0l@liquor fr0m Labuan c0z cheap s0 I b0ught the cheapest 0ne. V0dca with a transparent glass, green apple symbol and the c0l0ur of that v0dca exactly look like h20@water. 0nce reached h0me, my br0ther and me felt s0 excited and s0 badly wanna try dis. S0, he gulp the b0tlle and after that he straight away ran t0ward the sink!!! Ahahaha… funny!!!! I th0ught the taste will be the same like grapes juice c0z it cheap and I assumed v0dca was apple juice c0z g0t the green apple symb0l~ ar0und rm20 0nly~ I tasted a bit, taste like balo0n gum.. the smell and taste really str0ng and exactly the same like cheap 10sen bubble gum that. I threw all the c0ntent.. ahahaha… wasting my $$. Kweng3…

Beer? C0usin’s wedding dinner, I tried 1/9 beer n 8/9 c0ke~ n0t bad the taste!!! Hahaahhaa… funny 0wh… my mum and dad were als0 ast0nished during that time. @_@.. my br0ther, every time he drink juz a glass then he’ll turn red like b0iled prawn~ hahaha…

Heineken? The taste is lighter than tiger. D0nt kn0w, f0r me there is n0 different~ whateva la.. I ever tried a sip la laz time hang 0ut with LF buddies! >,<v “Sandy I can drink la!!! Ahahaha… ever drink few times~ the taste sh0uld be 0k la perhaps~” wahahaha.. 4g0t d. here my picture with heiniken, sh0w 0ff dis, im the Queen of alc0hol! Ahahaha.. ~_^ ahahaha…

Camus? W0w.. they all said expensive this? Really?? D0nt care ab0ut the price, even have a sip als0 eeuuwwww…. The smell s0 terrible and the taste very str0ng like tyre plus plastic plus carcin0genic plus amm0nia “perhaps” plus nitrogen plus s0dium carboxylate etc.. wahahaha… I tried la, d0nt wanna miss the chance.. laz time hang 0ut with f0rm5 buddies, I was f0rced t0, reluctantly drink that but with 9/10 c0ke and 0kla the taste. Till t0day, the taste really haunted me, I can’t f0rget h0w the taste was. It always in my mind and s0meh0w I can feel it on my tastebuds, even n0w. Yes, n0w.  Am I addicted t0 it 0r trauma actually? Wahahahaha… n0 idea dude.

p/s: I d0nt wanna be go0d girl, s0 kuai kuai dis, d0nt drink all this stuff and d0 that stuff, life is sh0rt y0u kn0w, s0 let’s try everything and make 0ur life lagi sh0rt!!! Wahahahaha… ^_~v <<just f0r fun this>>

Life after camp ~_^v

Suddenly I came 0ut with this idea~ we sh0uld share what had happened t0 0ur life, and share the faith of G0d t0 each 0ther~ can? Hahaha… funny 0wh~ last time I used t0 say “sharing is caring, caring is loving and loving each 0ther is EVERYTHING”

but n0w??? d0nt kn0w.. hehehe.. I d0nt dare t0 say t0ward friends, with family and relatives 0k la. =)

Nanti they ol said I sh0w 0ff. =p f0r me, Daddy G0d is EVERYTHING and “G0d is l0ve” L0VE IS EVERYTHING = G0D IS GOD >,< 
I am praising Daddy God for His faithfulness & unfailing love