c0nv0y raya this year memang the bez!!!! 2010 memang gempakz c0mpared laz year!!!

I can’t believe that I’m actually stepping 0ut fr0m the h0use just because I wanna g0 “berhari raya” with my friends! I didn’t plan that at the first place due t0 small matter. Yeay!! (^_~)v. 0k, fine. I miss them all anyway! I need to g0 there n0 matter what happen (^_~)v. 

 All I can tell is!!!!! T0day is the best day of ma life. Awes0me! 2^nd times c0nv0y with all my sweet buddies! Fantastic! They all the best! Really have fun 0wh! This time, the numbers of pe0ple were f0ll0wing was tw0 time’s c0mpared last year! Me, Nurul, S0fiena, Sarah, Tracy and Marivic“miss ‘em”, Ira, Ewelly, Chai, Ema, Hanif, Jeff, J0nathan, Fidelis, Wences, Azlan, n 1 guy “s0rry, f0rg0t the name” =( my bad! I can tell that this year was the best! C0z I didn’t drive! Let’s the pr0 pe0ple drive! I’m exhausted with being driver! I hate t0 think which r0ad, when sh0uld I pass, clutch, break, fuel etc… arrgghhh… dislike driving! Ahahaha… even th0ugh m0st of my friend said “let me be y0ur eyes”, but… errr… nevermind! hahaha… 0k, let’s c0ntinue my st0ry! 6 h0uses have bec0me 0ur destinati0n! wh0aaa… full 0wh.. 2 days meal. Ahahaha…

ayu!!!

tuan rumah, jila pink!

smart la c jeff like k0rean guy"my best friend!" n fidelis!!! red shirt, pilak style-sluar ketupat! ahahah...

with TNC HEP UMS..  hahaha... gurau~

1^st! jila’s h0use! Thanks jila! Y0u are the best! D0rang nurul, iranie, s0fiena n sesipa la yg rasa d0rang tu kan => kelaparan nie!!! Hahahaha… teda breakfast nie kita0rang time tu, d0rang lagi tunggu c ameng berjam2 di kedai c r0s! TERKELAPARANLAH jadinya! Hahaha… betulkah nie? Ahahha… Nice fo0d! I like the mee! Scrumpti0us, yummy and spicy, even my m0uth als0 n0 need t0 use lip gloss d, g0t natural red c0l0ur. C ira kepedasan nie! Heheh.. =) mana c s0fiena tu? Dia kelaparan nasi dia bilang, astagnaganaga.. ngapain mau cari nasi d0ng, marilah kita berdiet d0ng! hahaha… ewel n chai rajin membantu^^ rajin 0wh b0th of them, pujian ikhlas (^_~)v . f0r the guys~ d0rang berabis sakan kali di luar makan mee “ntah apa nama” dan kuih muih c fazila mesti habis tu kan? Haha.. men men ja ging, saya p0n x tau apa d0rang buat di luar tu, ada habis kuih ka tidak? All of us has taken lotsa picture (^_~)v really enj0y 0urselves there! Dapat duit raya!!! Yeay!!! Thank y0u uncle Jainal!!! H0wever, c wences x kena bagi n sepa2 la lagi yang tidak dapat tu, dukacita teramatlah diucapkan dari pihak saya k. =p

kami romb0ngan meminang c jeff yg putih melepak nie ^^ tambah cute 0wh dia~ hehe

sweet^^ i mean ada ketupat tu..

2^nd h0use was fadilah’s h0use! Thanks dil! Y0u are the best! 0n the way t0 dil’s h0use kan, as if we all hantar r0mb0ngan meminang this!! Wh0 yea?? 0_o??? jeff!! See tat picture. hahaha… dil!!! Y0ur baby b0y s0 kawai!! Hehe.. nurul, pity y0u, cian k0 ek… baby tu tidak suka sama k0 nie! Ahahaha… tahniah n c0ngrats I ucapkan kepada Tracy n Marivic!!! S0fiena, buli tahan ja lah…kepada Marivic and Tracy, syabas dan tahniah! Mereka Berjaya mengembirakan that baby! Ahaha… s0 funny! Nurul teda bakal jadi ibu dalam masa terdekat nie, jadi azlan, sabar2 ah bila tiba masanya kelak.. marivic! I kn0w y0u are the cal0n la f0r this year~ jan lupa jemput if u kawin later, kitaorang k0nv0i punya la, d0rang nie kaya2 banyak kreta ni, ble la kami p sna ramai2! X cukup bajet k0 bilang, kasi cukup baru kawin n jemput kami.. Hahaha… back t0 the t0pic! ad0rable baby~ wo0hoo… apa2 la.. hehhe… sy Berjaya cradle baby tersebut sehingga tertidur2 lagi, lena d sh0ulder I lagi tu!! Cute!! ahahaha.. s0, jan jeal0us yea kepada nurul dan sesiapa yang sewaktu dengannya! Waaahahahha… maksud saya! Saya bakal menjadi ….. maybe. nanny la~ ahahhaha… kan? Kan? Kan? =p.. makan2 and crita2 la… ramai kami 0rang p rumah c dil! Nasib tagap tu rumah, tidak r0b0h la jua, kalau tidak silap saya, banyak giant“S” bah time tu.. ahahahahak! J0king dut “ I mean gendut” hahaha… sesiapa yang terasa jan la disimpan di dalam hati, simpan la d perut ja supaya tambah spare tyre lagi 1. Wahahaha… “Sy0k sendiri sy nie” ASTAGA!!! YA AMP0N!!! tet tet tet tet !!!! time mau mulih dari rumah c dil!!!! Buli buli “TERApik JAM”!! ada tu sy amek gambar!!! Lucu eh!! Bez bez bez 0wh!!! Hahaha… Indescribable!!! Funny!! Sepa beh punca segala permasalahan ini? Sepa yang harus dipersalahkan? C dil la, napa la juga buat tangga yang kici- kici nie… tidak cukup peruntukkan ka? Minta c datin tracy la! Hahahahaha… lawak jenaka ja ek! Jan disimpan dalam hati k dil! Men2 ja, tambah hum0ur dlm crita! *_*v ting! Ting! Ting!  Hahaha…

terapik jam, jeff apa yg k0 tgk cnie? sy tau la sy ayu! ahahaha... sofie, sama hijau eh

3^rd h0use!! Rumah c azlan!! Hahaha… nurul! Jan k0 pura2, nie la part yang k0 ternanti-nantikan nie kan? Mau dengar nama c azlan disebut, hehehe… mau jumpa bakal bapa n ibu mertua la katakan. Hahaha… bising eh kamurang time tu. Eleleleh… 0rang mau sembayang pun susah la kan nurul.. hehehe… makan kuih muih memang bez la juga, sambil bercerita lagi nie, c s0fiena mcm puan rumah n c wences macam tuan rumah plak.. iya, betul nie, kami Nampak dengan mata kepala h0tak nie kan ira n nurul ^^. Apahal beh c marivic nie, p cari t0ilet ja nie, t0ilet r0sak pun dik0mplen! Akakakaka… shhh… diam2 nanti azlan kecil hati.. s0rry azlan~ c nurul lagi bertebiat betul, p rumah mana2 mau cari air putih, kalau d0rang kehabisan air putih amacam la? Terhidrat la k0 kunun? Hahaha.. Actually, minuman berkabonat nie banyak carb0n di0xide yang  b0leh memualkan perut bila minum tlampau banyak, due t0 the reacti0n of C02 “carb0n di0xide”, tapi teng0k jenis manusia juga la, ada s0me 0rang perut besi jadi n0 pr0blem. Eh eh eh… terkeluar fakta tindak balas makanan yang kunun2 ntah betul atau tidak dari saya ni.. 0oppsss… mentang2 budak pemakanan, luyar buruk kijap nie, tujuan sy baik, dengan harapan agar c nurul tidak jadi bahan bualan anda suma!! Ahahahah… ah, teda la tu..

bapak sama ibu d0ng

4^th h0use!! Rumah …. “n0 name” kawan c ema la, thanks la yer bang~ =>c nurul yang cakap ni bukan saya =p biskut ch0c nyaman d0ng! maksud I sedap! 0k2 la di sana, p ja la beraya di rumah yg x dikenali, tapi sy tertarik ngan kreta putih yang macam mini co0per 2 cute, ntah apa da nama tu kurita. Cute cute cute! Ahahaha.. then kami pun p next destinati0n, underwear balik, banjir bertambah teruk! Naik cikit la. Kecian saya tingu keta yang rendah2 cikit, mcm keta c fidelis ama c hanif, harap2 teda apa2 la, ah… nda pa lah.. d0rang kaya, ngam la tu p service keta hari hari.. hahahaha… nasib sy teda bawa keta sy, kal0 tidak, siap k0 ameng ama wences, sy suruh kmu jadi incredible hulk angkat keta saya “nada evil nie” hahahahaa… kidding d0ng! pastu d0rang tracy ama hanif p ic minyak, astaga, lamanya, kamu p ici minyak ka suruh c ira buat minyak untuk kamu nie? Kan dia budak kimia2 ni, ahahak! Sy ama marivic di kereta pun nabangai dah.. apa  maksud NABANGAI? Hahaha… b0ring ka? Hahahaha… apa apa la, aku sik kesah…

model tangga

merenung future : i wish i wish i wish

5^th h0use!! Yeay!!! Rumah Hanif, ketua kelas yang sangat dedikasi, berkhidmat cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang mcm ckap c lim lai h0ng dulu2.. ahahha… s0t 0wh me~ ngeh ngeh ngeh~ mengimbau kenangan lalu d0ng, time muda- muda kala, ah… c tracy x kenal tu, dia kenal c gint0d ja tu.. ahahha… mem0h0n maap kepada pihak yang dinyatakan secara langsung dlm n0te I yg sgt menarik ini, diharapkan teda saman yang dikenakan yea d0uble L H0nG and G*****. Wahahaha… gurauan sekucing- kucing yea.. c s0fiena, ya amp0n, Tanya nasi lagi dan akhirnya tercapai la juga hasratnya.. betul ka s0fiena? Ahahha,.. banyak s0ngeh betul, karau eh… c j0nathan cakap la~ ntah apa la dia maksudkan tu. Time tu sy ternampak anting2 c jeff, astaga, pandai berstyle plak dia nie, ingatkan besa2 ja.. ahahha… dia keep l0w pr0file, maintain senyum2 jak x byk cakap la, shy2 crab rebus, nasib dia x lagi mcm dulu sering berTUKAR, ingatkan jadi g0ku, tau2 crab rebus~ ahahaha.. bujang dah rupanya… ahahahha… macam c mesdenny dulu c nurul  cakap! Hahahaa… kalau c fidelis pakai anting2 besa ja la, 0k la, wa,.. seluar, kim salam yea~ hehehe… cute beh.. ikhlas puji ni dari hati yang tulus ikhlas suci murni nie. Ahahaahak! Jan marah ging! Hhaha.. then, amek gambar d tangga c hanif, arhh.. tangga dia barulah besar n luas, teda kesesakan lalu lintas, sm0oth ja jalan dia. Bagus2, ini yang saya suka. hahaha… lama juga kami di sana tu, c j0nathan pun keb0ringan da, jejaka2 sekalian gimana d0ng? I d0nt kn0w.. aku sik kesah~ waa… jahat this~ pandailah d0rang urus that.

smile =)

6^th h0use!!! Last destinati0n! n0t FINAL DESTINATION scary m0vie tu.. ini yang happy2 punya editi0n lar… cikgu N0rifah’s h0use!! W0w!!! huge and beautiful, aku terjatuh cinta.^^ bez 0wh.. tichr Dr0thy pun ada =) makn nasi again kan s0fiena? Hehhe… I wanna g0 beraya x expect makan mkanan heavy, all I need is kueh raya, h0wever, x kesampaian merasa all the kueh c0z t0o full dude! Iskh3.. then, crita2, bez la, terkenang jaman muda kala, ini baru betul2 nie,cikgu2 kita0rang depan mata ni. Dulu malu2 sama d0rang, tu lah jadi NERD 2, NERD mau Berjaya kunun nie, skrg ?? Hmm… len dah la, masing2 berubah dah, mature. D0rang “ke2 orang cikgu kami 2” tkejut tgk suma 0rang dah besar2, hehhe, kami bukan umpana crystal yg x pandai membesar ^^ hehehe… kalau c sarah ya lah, dia maintain macam tu jak. Hehehe… Kmk gurau ek sarah, ib0h marah kmk ya, kelak cpt tua… ^_~v then, ble tahan la amek gambar time tu, banyak sikit, h0wever kan my stupid camera tu run 0ut battery already. Arrggghhh… my bad my bad! I 4g0t t0 charge the battery n 0nly 90 plus pictures I manage t0 snap. Smile =) Kacciikkk… bersurai =) sweet mem0ry~

I hate the way that I feel right n0w. I’m not sure h0w t0 describe it but I think it’s a mixture of happy and sad. H0w can that be? Well, I feel a bit sad because I d0nt think that I can meet all my friends like we all had spent 0ur time t0gether like t0day… huhuhu… g0nna miss ‘em all. Perhaps g0nna meet them s0me 0ther time? in a special event? N0b0dy kn0ws~ hehhe.. Do take care yea every0ne.

 ~_^v G0d will always bless u all wherever u all g0~

Sincere Friends Speak the Truth in Love, Even When it Hurts
Proverbs 27:5-6 An open rebuke is better than hidden love! Wounds from a sincere friend are better than many kisses from an enemy. (NLT)

Counsel from a Friend is Pleasing
Proverbs 27:9 The heartfelt counsel of a friend is as sweet as perfume and incense. (NLT)

Friends Shape and Sharpen One Another
Proverbs 27:17 As iron sharpens iron, so a friend sharpens a friend. (NLT)

True Friends Strengthen and Help Each Other 
Ecclesiastes 4:9–12 
Two people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Likewise, two people lying close together can keep each other warm. But how can one be warm alone? A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken. (NLT)

Friendship is Marked by Sacrifice
John 15:13–15 
There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn't confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me. (NLT)

The Lord is a Friend to the Godly
Proverbs 3:32 
Such wicked people are detestable to the LORD, but he offers his friendship to the godly. (NLT)

Believers Enjoy Friendship with God
Romans 5:10 
For since our friendship with God was restored by the death of his Son while we were still his enemies, we will certainly be saved through the life of his Son. (NLT)

Friendship with the World Makes You an Enemy of God
James 4:4 
You adulterers! Don’t you realize that friendship with the world makes you an enemy of God? I say it again: If you want to be a friend of the world, you make yourself an enemy of God. (NLT)

Bad dreamz!!!

2^nd day 0f raya, I still remembered that early m0rning bef0re g0 c0nv0y raya, I dreamt that I’ve already get married with a m***** guy which I kn0w~ wala0 eh!!!!!! 0ut of sudden he t0ld me that b0th of us already get married and I was puzzled. Thinkingx3! I kept recalled my mem0ry when actually I get married! 0wh, please daddy G0d, what was g0ing 0n?? I was sweating t0 death!!! Meanwhile, I kept on thinking that I need t0 div0rce him ASAP n0 matter what will happen!!!!!! Hell!!!! What sh0uld I d0! Why I d0nt even kn0w when actually I get married!! H0w am I g0ing t0 tell daddy G0d!!! Im pr0ud t0 be a Cath0lic!! I l0ve Jesus Christ, gathering, praise and w0rship, br0thers n sisters in Christ, mass and everything!!! I cried!!! I really d0nt want!!!!! Aaarrrgggghhhh……………..

I w0ke up! Duh, it was juz a dream! Stupid dupid dream I have ever experienced. Daddy G0d, I d0nt wanna leaving y0u, I wanna keep on l0ving y0u and serve y0u pe0ple. Please give me the strength t0 depend on y0u and hold y0u till my last breath. 

Daddy G0d hears my prayer!

Give thanks ^^.. i l0ve u Daddy G0d.

“Ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the do0r will be 0pened t0 th0se wh0 kn0ck.” Mathew 7:7


my cl0se friend!! he called me and said s0rry as well!!! yeay!!!!

Me, myself n I – admire, like and l0ve

Wh00aaa… me admire….., myself  like….., I l0ve…., huh… *sigh* what the WR0NG C0MBINATI0N  hehehe. ^_~ it s0unds like, as if I wanna say what the “heaven” isn’t it? Haahhaa… im go0d girl bah… minta puji this!  seld0m use harsh or rude w0rds.. try n0t t0 use it because I sh0uld sh0w a go0d manner 2 my siblings, ahahak! if n0t, they all will rebel with tat w0rds, that f0r sure.. G0d never use such w0rd as well rite? Hehe… I admire G0D, I like G0d, I l0ve G0d (~_^)v c0z because of Him, I have all these feeling which I can admire, like and l0ve pe0ple ar0und me, Daddy G0d. y0u are great! Y0u are my superher0! My l0ve! Hehehe… bef0re I f0und y0u, I d0nt kn0w what exactly l0ve is… I’ve never knew that I actually can l0ve y0u m0re than anyb0dy. W0w.. y0ur l0ve Daddy G0d superpawa.. hahaha.. Jesus, y0u are my id0l *whisper t0 ur ear* hehhee.. y0u are my b0yfriend. .

Admire = I admire a guy la. Wh0ever he is, I can tell that he is quite unlucky c0z n0rmally I’ll pray with pri0rity f0r G0d, my family and G0d’s nati0n wh0 are unf0rtune m0re than I pray f0r him,,, waa… whateva la… admire only, d0esnt mean anything right? M0st imp0rtant, the pers0n that I admire will always happy, bless n l0ve by G0d n many m0re. im crazy 0wh.. talk b0ut guy I admire. Buang b0ring nie~ next time if I read this for sure laugh la dis.

L0ng l0ng time ag0, I t0ld myself  t0 admire a guy wh0 likes t0 see stars,

kn0w h0w to ride m0t0rbike “GP”,

kn0w h0w t0 play guitar “r0mantic+sweet”,
g0 church every week “pri0rity”, ear piercing “lo0k mach0”,

kn0w h0w t0 sing a bit als0 can “t0 w0rship G0d”,

Cath0lic guy “indeed”,

go0d hearted n l0yal “yes”,

l0ve kids “kids are ad0rable”,

happy g0 lucky n friendly “c0z last time I used t0 be a shy-shy pig girl and I need s0me0ne wh0 can m0tivate me t0 talk”,

 g0t dimple “s0 cute”,

respect elderly “yea” and taller than me.

Wh00aaa… crazy rite!!! I ever like tagal0g artist! Diether 0camp0 “dunn0 d spelling” his character t0tally perfect.. hahhaha… ahh… drama~

N0w~ 4 me, all he characteristics that I’ve menti0n ab0ve s0und kinda ridicul0us, ^^ stars? 0nly Girls like stars. Few guys la. M0t0rbike GP? U aim f0r rich guy ah? Materialistic betul la.. guitar? U think all pe0ple have the talent t0 play? Haiya… Ear piercing? Hurt 0wh~ I have fren gt ear piercing n my fes impressi0n t0ward him memang bad guy, cancel piercing! Hahaha,… Dimple?? Cute arh?? Yeaa… h0wever the guy I admire d0nt have la~ wa,.. hehehe.. dimple is an extra “sweetness” 0nly when they smile =)

p/s: the rest that I didn’t menti0n still will be my 0pti0n. perhaps..

like=  I like bangle, bracelet, necklace, earing, ch0c0late. “materialistic”! cant  stand t0 see all the jewelleries.. 0mg! 0k2.. enuf! I like G0d’s character! Bibble “l0ve st0ry of G0d”! gathering! T0 see G0d’s pe0pe! N many m0re..

LOVE is PATIENT and KIND. LOVE is not jealous and boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices wherever the truth wins out. LOVE NEVER GIVE UP, NEVER LOSES FAITH, is always HOPEFUL, and ENDURES through every circumstances. ~ 1 Cor 13: 4 – 7


l0ve= I L0ve u G0d, Family, Neighb9ur n friends and enemy “d0 I have 1 or 2?” dunn0? Perhaps yes and n0? Laz m0nth, g0t 1 0f my bad tempered cl0se fren wh0 had threatened t0 kill me due t0 a small matter!! It wasn’t my fault th0ugh. Arrgghh… ok ok.. I just assume it was my fault, n I ask f0r his f0rgiveness n he said ok!?? He memang stress la tat time I guess! Huh.. *sigh* luckily he d0nt anggap me as his f0e.. pe0ple said S0RRY SEEMS T0 BE THE HARDEST W0RD? I d0nt think s0. Juz type or say as many S0RRY that y0u want but must with a sincere heart, then surely ok la, d0nt let y0ur eg0 c0nquer y0ur feeling then sh0uld be 0k d =) f0rgive and f0rget~! Wh00aaa… im free fr0m absurd threatened! Yeay!! Pr0blem settle!! Thank y0u L0rd Jesus!!! Y0ur advices thru all my frens really effective! With0ut y0ur advice I might be in tr0uble! I l0ve y0u Daddy G0d! H0w great is y0ur l0ve! T0 all G0D’s pe0pe!!! I l0ve y0u!! ^_~v

aDa Ku KEsah…

0nce up0n a time.. ahh… l0yar buruk jwua… hehe… (^_^)v

Perhatian kepada sesepa yg Nampak dis pic kan, if u ol wanna rep0rt t0 my parents ka, aunty ka,c0usins ka, frens ka {die la me} or sepa2 la kan, rep0rt ja la, Aku Sik Kesah.. hahaha.. “beg0k dis” d0nt la k.. I’m budak baik dis… betul… ya amp0n… betul la.. see “SS” d me =p hahaha..

0k, 0k.. “dunn0 when was the date” Went 0ut and having fun with 2 her0es wh0 have saved me during my last vacati0n. Hahaha…  I br0ught 2 frens as well. 0verall 5 0f us… went lintas t0 g0 eat “let’s celebrate!” then went Tanjung Aru “jalan-jalan” see the night view. 

frens’s idea n bersungguh2  by tw0 0f ‘em “k0n0n2 lar”.. me n d 0thers just f0ll0w their idea  la, f0r sure fun that. “yes, indeed fun”. Ahahaha… then, play “truth and lie” s0me m0re used the b0ttle, tat b0ttle, expensive b0ttle tat u kn0e, yea that b0ttle la… kakaka… funny 0wh that time.. keep on laughing (^_~)v… 

then, ran t0 the beach there, 3  of us managed to make many wishes n made a cr0ss by using the candles left.. bez 0wh… hey!!! Wait!! Where the 2 of em’ have g0ne??? whateva la, m0st imp0rtante, let’s play the candles! “I wish.. I wish… I wish… etc” Hahaha… childish~ happy! Happy! Happy! Wish t0 g0 0ut with 8 of ‘em again (including their guardian angels! Hahaha… kidding.. I can’t see pun, l0yar sikit)^^ surely laugh laugh and laugh…

Bible verse?? *thinkingx3* I guess d0nt have la~
g0t g0t g0t!!! 


We can make our own plans, but the Lord gives the right answer, we can make our plans, but the Lord determines our steps. ~ Pro 16 : 1 & 9

DEEPER

                Im still in dilemma dear daddy G0d, there are many questi0ns t0 p0nder. I d0 s0metimes think bad t0ward 0ther pe0ple, it is n0rmal? Please say yes…please… “crazy begging” This questi0n suddenly p0p 0ut in my mind when I read s0me0ne’s fb status ab0ut “I AM WH0 I AM”………..  f0rg0t already, it is in new testament if I’m n0t mistaken - I like this verse. I used t0 think like that, pe0ple need t0 accept that I am wh0 I am. >.< Though, after I read it many times, it seems like G0d wanna tell us that He is the 0ne, He is the King of w0rld and his thru p0wer, here we are (^_^)v.

If your gift is serving others, serve them well. If you are a teacher, teach well. If your gift is to encourage others, be encouraging. If it is giving, give generously. If God has given you leadership ability, take the responsibility seriously. And if you have a gift for showing kindness to others, do it gladly. ~ Romans 12 :7 – 8

                Daddy God, n0 0ne is perfect like you. Every0ne of us is your image, though 0ur acti0n t0tally different fr0m y0u. N0 0ne is perfect as y0u. Human being always make mistake, always! Me indeed, the w0rst example. I just can pr0mise t0 y0u that I’ll try t0 be as go0d as you dear Daddy G0d. 0ne questi0n that I wanna ask y0u which s0metimes really make me sad. Damn sad.

Dear daddy G0d, if I d0nt have car, will y0u still bless me with great friends ar0und me, which I really wish after waiting such a very l0ng long long long l0ng l0ng time? Very l0ng, since sixteen-century. Will y0u? Will you? Will you? I always ask this questi0n because bef0re this I used t0 feel neglected by my s0-called friends <s0-called friends??? Eerrr… bad 0wh me, s0rry Daddy G0d> “all the time”. Pity 0wh….. ha    ha   …  I admitted that I wasn’t friendly like 0thers; I was a stupid little shy pity girl. Really! I was a timid girl, daddy G0d, y0u kn0w that isn’t it; it was really 0bvi0us when n0b0dy remembered my name. ha ha ha … It was really hurt, my fault, I knew that, h0wever I just ign0re it, well, it was my pass experience which is Part and parcel of my life. “WELC0ME” >,<v. Have you ever been neglected bef0re? Questi0n t0 p0nder? Hahahaha… for me, the answer is N0… hehehe… because f0r me, Daddy G0d always be there f0r me albeit pe0ple d0nt even kn0w my name, as l0ng as G0d kn0w, it is en0ugh already. I w0nt ask m0re, the m0re I ask, the m0re that I h0pe I will get, d0nt wanna be greedy. I am n0w satisfied with my life. I have many many many many friends wh0 really care ab0ut me “since I j0in LIFE FIRE >,<v”! Thr0ugh 1 friend, I get t0 kn0w m0re. w0w… praise the L0rd! praise His name in the highest! Yeay!!! I l0ve y0u G0d!! I still remembered that I just prayed that y0u can bless me at least with 0ne or tw0 true friends which I can g0 gathering, church and 0uting t0gether. N0w… c0untless.. “I mean, m0re that I asked ^^” Daddy G0d, y0u are awes0me. Muahhhxxxx…

“Ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the do0r will be 0pened t0 th0se wh0 kn0ck.” Mathew 7:7

5^th Sept “Sunday” bible verse that really t0uch my heart!

“wh0ever d0esn’t bear his 0wn cross and c0me after me, can’t be my disciple” luke 14: 27  à Questi0n t0 p0nder: can i? I really keep my finger cr0ss

I wanna ask first, what is the “way of the cross” for y0u and me? When my will crosses with God’s will, then his will must be d0ne. the way of the cr0ss inv0lves sacrifice, the sacrifice of laying d0wn my life each and every day for Jesus’ sake. What makes such sacrifice possible and “sweet” for us is l0ve of G0d p0ured out f0r us in the blo0d of Jesus Christ.

“G0d’s l0ve has been p0ured int0 0ur heart thru the H0ly Spirit”(R0man 5:5)

We can never outgive G0d. he always gives us m0re than we can expect or imagine. D0 y0u all0w h0ly Spirit t0 fill y0ur heart with the l0ve of G0d? All I can describe it thru my fav0urite s0ng = tear d0wn my walls “H.U” + y0u h0ld me n0w “H.U” + deeper “P.S” + believe “P.S” + I just want y0u “P.S”

Dear Daddy G0d, may y0ur l0ve transf0rm me that I may truly desired n0thing m0re than life with y0u. may y0u always be first in my thoughts and intenti0ns, ad in my w0rds and acti0ns.

Cant wait f0r Life Fire camp!!! Really sad cant g0 PBK due t0 many pe0ple are g0in’ and im scared 0f cr0wded =’( besides, surely I’ll be l0ne ranger there. Ahahaha… or perhaps “SS” c0z … 

i feel bad! terrible!!!

hate hate hate..... i hate la...!
pissed off with ma self!
i wish i can rewind everything!!! "EVERYTHING" i mean it!!
my week juz s0 mess up, cant deny it! arrgghhhh....
Have u ever pr0mise a friend, meanwhile u d pr0mise d 0ther friend d same thing?
n at laz u need 2 ........ "ha   ha    ha   ha"
i juz cant st0p feeling guilty.... albeit my friend didnt say anything b0ut that,
s0meh0w i can feel it... i did! juz n0w. perhaps....
i might have heart attack guilt like this old man.

what sh0uld i d0 ? juz pray? wait 4 healing?
daddy L0rd G0d please help me!
what sh0uld i d0?

t0day's bible verse really t0uch my heart "prime time of G0d"~

"You are worthy, O Lord, 
To receive glory and honor and power; 
For You created all things, 
And by Your will they exist and were created." 

Revelation 4:11 NKJV 

merdeka eve *wink wink*

awes0me merdeka eve...!!!! birthday eve la kan... akakakaka....

went t0 upperstar "eat 0ur dinner there" -> Suria Sabah "STep uP 3 3D" 0mg!!! bezzz 5 stars!, while waiting then went play d car race "my fav0urite!! n0 motorbike race =(! i like d m0st! m0t0rbike though  =p" -> juz dr0ve t0 lid0, penampang bla bla bla... juz dr0ve mer0nda kk city yg s0 b0ring... duh! hahaha... ->McD time ar0und 3 in d m0rning!! hahaha... meet azzah's uncle there... ya amp0n!!! banyak crita, i wanna study la tat time, midterm was d next day! haiz... study at d eleventh h0ur surely gt pr0blem la, distract la etc...

                                                                         upperstar

lazly!!! s0 damn wanna watch sun rise!!! plan wanna g0 astana up there to c kk view n sun rise "kunun" tau tau... 0nly 4 sunset la tat place -_-''' kweng3... luckily azzah's uncle t0ld us. -> craziest part was when 3 of us went putrajaya, then ip "t0p there" waiting3.. wr0ng place 0wh... then dan dr0ve 2 cansel0ri ->AB ->finally sp0rt c0mplex.... huhhhh.... wh0le day didnt sleep >,<v.. m0rning wanna meet my familia lagi 0wh... hahahahahaha... crazy sweet 21... i memang gt d key of freed0m.. didnt g0 bek ums for the whole nite. my mum juz said "ha??" then i t0ld her "rilex la mum" hhaahaha... "beg0 punya anak, wasted $ jak"  

                                           
                                                                          ip view

canselori view

sp0rt c0mplex view

31st August 2010- My best day~

best day ever!!!! thanks mum n all my siblings!!! u ol the bez.. l0ve y0u all.. muaxxxx...

(ma familia)

my l0vely mum n 2 lil br0 "taller, slimmer, funnier than me of c0z"

my br0 0wez like this...~~

aaaaa...

let me cut d cake (>,<)v

make a wish? or wishes?? actually, pretending cl0se my eyes 0nly, i was c0mpletely no idea

~play time~

 By integrating a Bible verse(s) (Ephesians 6:1–3) with prayer, children can be encouraged to ask God to help them obey their parents. Parents show their obedience to God by respecting and honoring each other (1 Peter 3:7). Children experience security as they witness their parents praying for God’s help as well.