faith, hope & Love

faith, hope & Love

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

LAST DAY REKOLEKSI!!!

3rd day, last day! Okay day la. At first I was so super gay with all new friends took pictures! Satisfied with all cute pictures! Happy Advent everybody!!! God bless~
                                   
Really appreciate it!! They really are great leaders. Keep it up everybody! Let’s step up and reach out the youth in our diocese. Let's be a HUMBLE leaders!! =)  When the time of discussing about the Campus ministry agenda for next year, as the s/u of the BMK program which will be held at Membakut, truly speaking, I am not okay with that. Eee~ I have problem with someone!!!!! Pleeeaaasssseeee hhhhheeeeellllllllllpppppp…. Feel like I’m gonna be in HELL. I am crazy I know. How come he gao bai to me in front all people indirectly!!! Absurd!! Dislike okay! Enough Val! Next week go confession okay. I need to talk to someone now. I MEAN NOW. =’( feel like wanna kill myself. Everywhere I go surely will face this kind of problem.

“Your father knows what you need before you ask him. So do not worry, saying 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Today's trouble is enough for today.” Matthew 6:8, 31-34

After that, photo time! Everybody was so happy with that. Me too!! Too much sweet memories there, I’ve learnt a lot. I MEAN IT! Compared to the previous rekoleksi I joined of course. Last time, I was still so shy2 PIG – quite girl who still feel that she is timid, very very down to earth and know nothing, as I just wanna experience how Rekoleksi exactly was. I admitted that last time I felt it burdened me coz I don’t know how to socialize with people, juz stick with friends whom I knew. I used to be a very boring girl. Talk about smile! Hahahaha… hardly to see me smile! Kulukut smile mah… hahahaa…

For more photo, scroll down please =)~
Membakut team paling cute la... ahahaha.. ~_^
Me n Andy TERmenyampuk KP team
^_~

We love sunlight!!
Before goin back ~_^


REKOLEKSI TEAM KBK KEUSKUPAN KENINGAU

Magnificent Groto!!!

His wonderful plan for me really awesome!!! I can tell it thru my experience during the 3 days and 2 night rekoleksi at Sook!! Awesome! Awesome! Awesome! I mean the journey with my church team members to share our experience in serving daddy God’s people. Really had a great time with church members and all the leaders there, the trip also best best and best!

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you," declares the Lord, "and will bring you back from captivity." Jeremiah 29:11-14


How actually I was called for this rekoleksi??? The story was started when my deary friend, Azie called me and asked whether I wanna go to rekoleksi or not. I was so excited!! I told her that I want to join, without doubt I said YES with a big grin on my face! I am so excited when talk about Praise & Worship God and I’ll say YES for whateva I think that is related to God! Praise the Lord! Then, she continued asking me when I’ll finish my final exam and I lied to her at first by saying a few days late than the real one. She told me that 26-28 Nov will be the exact date. 0hh Emm Geee…. I wanna hang out with my friends dude! Next semester I won’t be around UMS! Internship!! Gosh!! I told her that I’ll give her answer before that Sunday midnight. I was in dilemma indeed!! What should I do?? “All I need is you daddy God, may the Holy Spirit guides me toward Your will Daddy God and I leave it unto your hands” I prayed.

That night I went Upper Room “sort of prayer meeting” at Sacred Heart every Sunday night and I asked Daddy God about should I go or not. He didn’t answer me; so I decided to follow my heart decision, the desire want to go there so so much!! However, if I go there, means I can’t go for Lifeline adoration night!! That wasn’t right!!! I want to go Lifeline!! Though, I know that His wonderful plan for me that moment was choosing Rekoleksi! Praise the Lord! It doesn’t matter which path you wanna choose as long as it is to worship God, I won’t mind. For God, everything is perfect! I’ll just follow this heart’s desire which is always guided by the spirit of God. =) I made my mind for Rekoleksi!! Yes! Yes! Yes! Without doubt, everything happened according to His will! Actually, the weeks before that, I felt kinda “undefined” and yeah, Rekoleksi, I was there already. W0w… Unexplainable!

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28


Trip went to Sook!! Okay, went to church then practice with team members. Guess what!! My role in the skit totally eeeerrrrrggghhhh… how to say! DISLIKE! DISLIKE! DISLIKE! I can say that I don’t want the role, though I chose to make them happy coz I think I should. What to do~ I’ll try my best! Wahahhaa… furthermore, the journey goin’ there quite okay! <Sing Devine Mercy> Wow.. I was so friendly! Just a couple hours then can make friends with everybody! Holy Spirit in me was encouraging me to do that! Amen! As soon we all reached there, my camera started its work. Groto!!! So adorable! Then, at 5pm, welcoming mass if im not mistaken, Bishop Cornelius Piong and fr. Ronni were there. Awesome dude!


Around 8pm, we all gathered in the church! I can’t believe that I was actually attended adoration there! Sook! Even though I’m not goin’ Lifeline adoration, but on that day itself there got adoration! How sweet! Daddy God! You are great! I love you! I felt so blessed! Amen! I was fully giving my heart to Him on that time for I know He has a wonderful plan for me. Thanks Daddy God!

“You show me the path of life. In your presence there is fullness of joy; in your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” Psalm 16:11

Mass at groto there

2nd day really was a great day! Mass at Groto!! Praise & Worship!! Wow!! As usual!! I felt so excited!! HI-5!! Group sharing was terribly awesome!! I was extremely happy to meet all of them although I am older than em’. Shared with each other all the sweet and sour of our life and our commitment as leaders, especially ECLIPSE part! God arrangement was so perfect! Indescribable! I can’t deny that. Silent moment, it was great! Perhaps… I went to the chapel, I fell asleep for few minutes I guess~ then, and I was late. Sorry for the irresponsible manner. I should be more alert. Pardon me.

They all awesome! great leaders! Lexan, didie, wawai n anas! ^_*

My group sharing no. 20!!!
                                               
Besides, I made many friends; I can’t believe that I was friendly. Don’t know whether they like to be my friend or not, who knows perhaps they felt that I was so annoying. Talk about annoying! I get annoyed with one of my team members! Dude! I’m gonna tell ya that I just felt unhappy with his attitude toward me, so uneasy! I am BAD I know that!!!! Please!!! I don’t like people “like” me first!!!!!!  “you” are so disgusting!!!!!! Please!!! Stop “humiliating” me in front of people. If I scream and said NO during that time then what will you feel then? But, I won’t do that coz we all are brother and sister in Christ. However, if you try to do it again, I’ll scream NNNOOOO!!! God, please pardon me. I am human being, tend to make mistake & sin, I know I know! Though I have the freedom to say “NO” right? Huh~ <long sighhhh…..> Help me! I am so helpless. I do really need help. Mr. S.A Tan!!! Shhoooo….

“The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet.” Romans 16:20


last Lifefire Gathering

Taboo time!!!!


Gonna miss Lifefire Gathering & y'all bro n sis in Christ!!! Love y'all ^_~
God bless~

Saturday, November 20, 2010

~G0nna be the end of Fellowship here~



Thank you Daddy God for tonight fellowship BBQ, Friday nite! It was really awesome! I feel so blessed and so full. ~_^~ at first, I think it will be kinda bored because I am so exhausted and I might not be able to make myself busy. However, it had turned the other way. Hehehe… fun indeed! Lifeliners!!! You guys are awesome! Very warm welcome as usual. BBQ!! Hehe… Yesterday went steamboat, this morning watch Harry Potter =D hohoho… very satisfied!!! 5 rates!!! ***** daddy God, all the questions now answered. No wories indeed as you told us to trust in You. 

The best moment in my life is tonight “gonna end by tommorow perhaps~" aiiiyyyaaaa… Eat eat eat!!!! I love all the food just now so delicious! Quite ok la, all of them very funny!!! We all wanna surprise Dennis c0z the day before was his birthday! Instead of singing, we all screaming the birthday song~ pitching lari!!!! Ahahahahaha… Tabooo…. S0 funny!!!! I didn’t join coz my questions haven’t been answered by someone yet, so I took that  time to settle this havoc feelin’!! hahaha… I felt distress the preview days.. h0nestly! Ok!! Enough Val!! Please d0nt provoke those issues again!!! Alright. Set! 

Awesome


I am just s0 aghast!!!!! The title above!!! It is exactly almost the same with what the 4 P’s and other testimony. “Be in tune with Daddy God”, this title just pop up in my mind last few days~ we all should. =) we should always prudent in choosing the life we want now, many obstacle are waitin’ for us there… I am happy to know that. 

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Be In Tune with Daddy God

Recently, there are 4 things that I must do in order to satisfy this heart’s desire. I enjoy it though .^^
I realized that I couldn’t stop myself from listening to praise & w0rship s0ng, this heart, s0ul & mind is longing for Him, t0 w0rship Him. Guess what, n0w I seld0m switch 0n my car’s radi0 d! I wanna buy the thing use pendrive, then save all praise & w0rship s0ngs!!!! I just can’t wait!!! Yyeeeaaayyy!!!!

Then, I also pray very often 0wh, what I am trying to say is I pray in every step I take dis. I become more and more… what??? N0 idea.. ahahha…

Besides, I c0uldn’t refrain myself from reading bible “just rand0mly open, lazy wanna refer my daily reading”, 0ur daily bread and 0ther related s0urces. If n0t, I’ll feel something isn’t right, something is disturbing me, something is missing. As if I’m s0 thirst of His w0rd! As if I am eager t0 listen what He wanna tell me. As if… Etc.. “To0 much to say.”

Lastly, I pray in tongue so suddenly lately, this heart is tellin’ me to do that so I just follow, it is good actually… wwwwaaaaaa…………… Best meh?? Maybe yes maybe not. “Lukewarm”

Someh0w, I feel weird~ let’s just wait and see! “The best part in my life” ^^

“O Lord, my strength and my fortress, my refuge in time of distress.” ~Jeremiah 16:19


My pri0rity!!! LIFEFIRE, LIFELINE, UPPER ROOM & CSG!!! L0ve l0ve l0ve l0ve ^^ it is hard f0r me t0 cho0se where t0 g0 0wh!!! I wanna g0 all can?? D0nt be greedy they all said -_-lll This heart really really hunger t0 Praise & Worship Him!!! Y0u will never kn0w h0w billion happy is y0ur happineessss until y0u experience it by y0urself! Incredible happy dude!!!!! Extremely in l0ve with praise & w0rship!!! Nevermind, I’ll decide it like this la, if I can g0 Lifefire then g0 la, then if I can’t, I still have 3 m0re ch0ices rite? hahaha… and s0 f0rth…


“You show me the path of life. In Your presence there is fullness of joy; in Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.” ~Psalm 16:11


F0r me right!!!!! Since matrix!!!! “Thank y0u matrix!!!” Gathering has bec0me a part 0f my life!!! I can’t survive with0ut gathering!!! JESUS!!! Y0u are my salvati0n! Y0u are my hiding place!!! Y0u are my c0mf0rter!!! Y0u are all in all!!!  Y0u are r0ck!!! “0ooppspssss…. Im n0w in excited state c0ndition already “Chemistry, matrix”. As if I teriak2 t0 G0d nie, t0o many “!!!!” AM t0o crazy! Crazy f0r G0d ^^ hahaha…


“Because Y0ur l0ving kindness is better than life, my lips shall praise You” ~Psalm 63:3

Monday, November 15, 2010

LOVE needs Experssi0n

S0meh0w the command to love d0esnt get thru to me. I may c0nfess that I lack a strong faith, but seldom admit that I am now deficient in love. Perhaps I feel that I am just as loving as the next person and maybe a little bit m0re. huh~ *sigh~ I dunn0…

After all, I can say that I am sensitive to other people’s hurt feeling. My hearts g0 0ut and uneasy when I read newspaper ab0ut abused children, abortion etc and sit uneasily in front of TV when see little children sobbing with hunger or sitting despair beyond crying with a pathetic lo0k. I cant stand.

1 thing that I know for sure is the genuine of caring reach beyond feelings to action. Am I right? Caring is like a current that charge our heart t0 feel exactly the same as what they feel. Love without deeds is useless, perhaps we sh0uld sh0w it t0 other pe0ple as well, share the God’s l0ve. Love is s0mething you need t0 express it especially am0ng br0ther and sister in Christ, plus, neighb0ur and enemy. D0 remember k Val @_@’’’.. hai la hai la…

But! If th0se people sh0w their arrogant look t0ward you every time meet, then what sh0uld I d0? Smile, pretend that y0u didn’t see anything? Any0ne can tell me h0w l0ng am I supp0se t0 bear with it? Val! Shut up!

you shall love your neighbour as yourself” –Leviticus 19:18”
Caring is l0ving ok –(~0^)v- D0 y0u kn0w that there are 5 types of l0ve language? Later im g0nna share that, f0rg0t d la b0ut that.. huhu…

Let us be Christ’s true disciples, looking t0 an0ther’s need, making stony pathway smo0ther by a gentle word or deed –Thorson. I like! star star star *****

LIFE IS REAL~

l0ve 'em all!! "with a big smile =)"

Let’s step up!!! I mean, me, myself. Hahaha… last time I felt s0 HELPLESS, now I feel EMP0WERED with the guide of Holy Spirit. Amen.

“Whenever I am afraid, 0 Lord Almighty, I put my trust in You.” –Psalm 56;3

As I opened the bo0k, I saw this verse!! It really captured my heart, my soul and my mind~ wahaha… I put my trust in Y0u 0 Lord! Amen! Wh00ooaaa….. best best best~ I’ll try my best n0t t0 scared 0f G****. Hahahaa… because “Whenever I am afraid, 0 Lord Almighty, I put my trust in You.” Weee~ I am s0 happy!!! *m0ment 0f happiness- TER “switch 0n” happy m0de* “Is it 0nly f0r this m0ment? I h0pe n0t, f0rever will be. Yeaaayyy!!!! H0pefully!! My h0pe is in Y0u Daddy G0d. I’m g0nna mem0rise this verse s0 n0thing I can afraid of ^_~v death? I put my trust in G0d! I surrender everything to Him. Amen.” G0t 0ne incident where I alm0st kill my dearest friends, I felt bad, s0rry t0 all my dearest friends. 0wh n0!!! N0w!!! “exam fever- I feel n0thin’ duh… b0ring…”

p/sssss: 0ther pe0ple must think that I’m kerezey rite… ishhh…. Wateva la… I express my l0ve t0 this wall!!! Daddy God, I L0ve y0u -(~_^)v 

ChRisTmas Mo0D!!! PreSenTs!!! I wanT!!! \o(~0^)o/

Can you imagine yourself on Christmas’ eve or Christmas morning leaving your presents unopened? “Ridiculous! I mean if I did that, but I w0nt I guess c0z my curiosity is high. hahaha…” Yet, millions of people are doing something like that by ignoring or rejecting Jesus Christ as their saviour. Actually, everyone has a gift with a tag: [TO: Val, Van, Faye, Ivy, Pres, Nick, Jeff, Ron etc… FROM: God.] But it can be opened only by REPENTANCE and FAITHHell0!!! Did you notice it? S0me might say yes, s0me make dunn0 and s0me say n0. 0k, never mind, scroll d0wn please. =)

At Christmas time, we celebrate God’s gift of His Son, Jesus Christ to the world. But on the day of Pentercost, He and His Son together gave to believers another gift – the Holy Spirit.

“I will pray the Father and He will give y0u an0ther Helper that He may abide with you forever.” – J0hn 14:16 “H0ly Spirit I kn0w” ~_^v

Another situation, imagine yourself wh0 opens just 0ne present but leaves the rest tightly wrapped. “Hey you! Can 0pen all? Please -[with a r0mantic t0ne] Or y0u need my favour -[with a nasty smile]?” Today the Holy Spirit indwell every believer, yet we “me of c0z dis, 100%” often fail to make full use of all the “gifts”+ everything He has given to us right? If we ask Him “Daddy G0d”, the Holy Spirit will lead us into better understanding of what God wanna say “God’s word”, which give us the assurance of God’s l0ve and keeping p0wer, and then transform us into Christ’s likeness. Amen.

This c0ming Christmas, let’s all of us consider the importance of Holy Spirit’s c0ming and ask Daddy God to help us experience all His benefits more fully. T0day, I ter“remember” what had Jude shared with us about the unopened presents~ I h0pe I can deliver the main p0int that I wanna tell. “DON’T LEAVE ANY OF GOD’S GIFTS UNOPENED PLEASE ~_^??” Let us pray: Dear Daddy God,
Let the fullness of Your Spirit fall upon us here, this moment, this hour, this minute, and this second; it is our desire how we need a new anointing of the power of Holy Spirit. Amen.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

3 things I learnt today!


I should avoid people who make me UNHAPPY, since hate poisons the soul, I should not cherish jealousy, enmity and grudge.

I can’t PLEASE everybody; I won’t let criticism worry me. ~_^v

Don’t WORRY, be happy. [>,<]v

He knows~

As I open Lecti0 Divina Sept that I have just found!!!! & I was lo0king for it few decades d!!! I saw this article which really captured my heart, exactly what I need:

I know what is in your heart- I know your loneliness and all your hurts- the rejections, the emptiness, the judgements, the humiliations. I carried it all before you. And I carried it all for you, so you might share My strength and victory. I know especially your need for love- how you are thirsting to be loved and cherished. But now how often have you thirsted in vain, by seeking that love selfishly, striving to fill the emptiness inside you with passing pleasures– with the even greater emptiness of sin. Do you thirst for love? “Come to Me all you who thirst…” -Jn. 7:37. I will satisfy you and fill you. Do you thirst to be cherished? I cherish you more than you can imagine – to the point of dying on a cross for you.

I thirst for you my dear child. Yes, that is the only way to even begin describes My love for you. I thirst to love you and to be loved by you- that is how precious you are to Me. Come to Me, and I’ll fill your heart and heal your wounds. I will make you a new creation, and give you peace, even in all your trials. You must never doubt My mercy, My acceptance of you, My desire to forgive, My longing to bless you and live My life in you. If you feel unimportant in the eyes of the world, that matters not at all. For Me, there is no one any more important in the entire world than you. 0pen to Me, come to Me, thirst for Me, give me your life- and I’ll prove to you how important you are to My Heart.

Don’t you realize that My father already has a perfect plan to transform your life, beginning from this moment? Trust in Me. Ask Me every day to enter and take charge of your life- and I will. I promise you before My Father in heaven that I will work miracles in your life. Why I do this? BECAUSE I THIRST FOR YOU. All I ask of you is that you entrust yourself to Me completely. I will do the rest.                                                                                                                 Lectio Divina Sept 2010

---Practical---

“We can make our own plans, but the Lord gives the right answer, we can make our plans, but the Lord determines our steps.” ~ Pro 16: 1 & 9

I am really _ _ _ ‘fill in d blank’. Duh! Boring!!! What the big deal dude! Doing your practical here and there? More or less the same what!

First and foremost, h0me h0me h0me!!!! Parents happy, me also extremely happy. Stay in my 0wn ro0m yang s0 n0b0dy there if I d0nt g0 back, my bed, full of dust! Haaaaccchhhhoooooo….. “excuse me”, I have my privacy there.. hahaha… teda2 this.. TV!! C0nquer the tv!! I m the queen. Hhahah.. Food will be no pr0b, mum’s co0k! Plus I can co0k Maggie!!! Full co0k Maggie! I pilih makan dis~ McD ja la if f0rce to0.. Will never over budget! I mean I will spent my $$ wisely due to n0 sh0pping and ain’t going to spend $$ for “sort of gals stuff & SR & Piz & NN & F&C & US etc…” im fancy of “best” fo0d~ y0u all dunn0 that… hahaha… wasting $$ I sh0uld kill maself n0w~ thanks for the $ and s0rry dad ^_^

Then, stay at KK! Hard hard hard!!!! G0nna wasting $$ with “sort of rubbish” hahaha… I admitted that~ huh~ kerezey girl~ Gathering of c0urse number 1!!! But~ haiiizzz… unexplainable!! Juz wait and see..
I pray hard for my internship, but I didn’t tell God which place I chose c0z I kn0w that He will tell me the way! He is the way, the truth and the light ^_^ à I pura-pura smile this! To console maself this~ I need to accept all this for I know that He has a better plan for me here. ^_^ à I don’t want!!! T_T

Be joyful always, pray all times, be thankful in all circumstances. This is what God wants from you in your life in union with Christ Jesus” -1 Thessalonians 5:16-18
Jesus is my HOPE

Thanks daddy God ~>,<~

T0day can say is my tiring day yet fun! F0r the half day going out to Tanjung Aru beach PICNIC!!! With m0m’s side family!! Something unexpected!! One of my prayers came true just now!!! Hopefully!! Praise the Lord!! I can see LOVE!! ? ~(^0^)~ wh0aaa.. I’ll keep on praying~ My dad als0 came with all siblings! Unbelievable!! Normally dad will ask one of my bro to keep on eye the house but today totally special (-0-) 5 Nov!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY DEAR SWEET & CHARMING DADDY!! 6 Nov!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY DEAR CHARMING & LOVELY MUMMY!!! I L0VE BOTH OF YOU!!! I’LL KEEP MY PRAYER FOR BOTH MY SWEET PARENTS!!! & siblings to0.. & relatives to0.. ~(>,<)y~ [MODE : HAPPY]

Thank you daddy God, for the wonderful big family that you willingly borrow me in Your great world. You are the ruler Jesus! I do really feel grateful for everything that I have right now; I won’t ask more than this or something that is beyond human being expectation. Hehe.. I give thanks and praise to You daddy God, You are my HOPE! My FAITH! & my LOVE! Infinite thank you!! You are the reason I LIVE ^0^y


This heart was called to worship Him, th0ugh..~

All of sudden, ma heart feels something is not right “right now”!!! Today is Friday and all I should do is!! CSG Gathering!! I have the desire to worship Him now? Is it? I am not sure! Extremely clueless!! Weird! Why I didn’t feel anything on Wednesday night? I am so astonished now. I admit that I really am missing to worship God, though now is 7 already. I could make it if I want. So weird owh this feeling, I can’t bear with this feeling. Eee~ !!!

                Dear daddy God, AM really sorry, please forgive me, I don’t think I can make it. Reluctantly, I ignore this feeling. Somehow, I think it is better for me not to go as I have the other instinct tellin’ me that I might get super exhausted afterward. Perhaps~ coz yea, I knoe that already, it all about feelin’, ma own as well. <For me, it’s really ok if I get hurt, but I don’t want people to get hurt just because of me. – wh000aaaa… 0ut of t0pic d dude!! 0oopsss… terEM0 4 a while ^__^>

Back on track!!!

Daddy God, I’m so sorry! Please pardon me. This moment, I really can’t stand with this feeling, exhausted… dunno why… something is burdened me, instructin’ me that I should go gathering to pray. Though I’m too tired, I just want You to know daddy God that to worship You is the greatest thing in this universe. Can You make today as my special day? I wanna go on Sunday!!! All of sudden, I feel excited!!!! I am crazy of You daddy God!! If Friday I can’t make it, then Sunday night going to Praise and worship You!! To be honest daddy God, tonight, I don’t wanna be the attraction of those massive burdens- <there, there, Valerie is there!!! Lets us run to her!!! Attack!!! I can’t just run>. I am not prepared and strong enough for that tonight… “Sounds so kerezey, I also don’t understand la, I kerezey this, freak, whoeva read this, understand or not is none of my business coz im not a business woman- hahaha… not funny dude!”

Plus, will you go to a feast when you are not welcomed there? <question to ponder over!!!> eeerrrrr…. I might sound cruel but “I memang cruel” I should be killed!! One thing that you ought to remember is we are God’s nation, God’s creation, why you wanna care either people welcome you or not?? It’s all about your desire to meet, praise & worship God is the answered for everything. We all are family in Christ “Christian”, to LOVE each other is the priority as God says “Love your neighbour with all your heart.” My decision not to go tonight because my heart tellin me this:

Let’s your “Yes” be “Yes” and your “No”, “No” ~Matthew 5:36


Perhaps I should ask “Valerie”- my great Guardian Angel to go there to praise & worship God for me, can ka?? If cant then I’ll praise & worship God in my heart by listening to worship songs~ Hehe… My dear Guardian Angel, thank you for guiding, lighting, ruling, protecting & love me so much! I love you very2 much~ I hope that “Valerie” will feel my sweet love~ weee~ hehe.. I SS <sy0k sendiri>
Even though I feel burdens with the unknown feelings in this moment, I will still rejoice because You in me and Your grace is enough L0rd!! You open my eyes!! All good things happen in my life, my gifts, family & friends are from You, daddy God.

<<<,[[[ Jesus sets the example to carry – and take away – the sins of all mankind, calling us to firstly and continually make right our own relationship with God [Rom 5:8—11] and then keep following his example:
 “… Practise carrying each other’s burdens.” Paul continued in Galatians 6, “In this way you will fulfill the law of the Messiah.” ]]]>>> c0py&paste from my friend’s blog C****- n0t real name, this paragraph really captured my heart!!

“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” -Matthew 11: 28-31

And I know that you will hear my prayer Lord.

Be joyful always, pray all times, be thankful in all circumstances. This is what God wants from you in your life in union with Christ Jesus” -1 Thessalonians 5:16-18